late-night neediness

Oh hey, it's been a while! One thing that I think mainstream porn tends to be egregiously bad about portraying is foreplay--people are depicted as hard, wet, and ready to go out of the gate. That's not realistic for me, or for a lot of people! This video shows me gradually warming up to be able to take my dildo, and then slowly fucking myself with it. Enjoy! (Also--no audio in this one, because a car alarm was going off outside for literally the entire time I was filming! Yay!)

I think I’ve posted about this before, but I am really really tight, which means penetration-based quickies aren’t really possible for me—I need a lot of warmup time! This video captures the very common occurrence of me getting too turned on and going for it before I’m ready, and then needing to spend a little longer using my fingers until my pussy’s fully ready for action.

Visiting my family over the holidays meant a couple weeks without enough space/privacy for sex, even solo, so this was me making up for it with some extra touchy-feely masturbation once I got home. This was also my first time recording with music (from here: http://jamen.do/l/175887) and clearly I need to do some experimenting with speaker placement to get the levels decent, but if you put headphones on and crank the volume you should be able to hear it!

Needed an afternoon self-love session and decided to film it! I start off by stroking my chest and thighs; I like being teased, but also have terrible self-control, so I don’t keep that up for very long before pulling out the vibrator. I edge myself a couple times, getting more and more worked up, before finally letting myself cum. My phone didn’t pick up on the sound that well, but I’m naturally pretty quiet in bed most of the time, anyway. if you bump the volume way up you can hear my breathing get all shaky and the eventually-very-wet noises of me fucking myself with the vibe… This is my first time recording myself and sharing it anywhere—it’s exciting and a little scary! Hope someone out there enjoys it…and let me know if you want to see more :)

something a bit different from my usual stuff, but still thought it'd be fun to share--lil gender euphoria moment with my new strap-on!

The challenge with filming from this angle is staying in frame...as I get lost in pleasure my hips start thrusting and it's hard to remember about the camera, whoops!

just a lil evening play session, exploring different kinds of touch as I get myself hard & wet

I got an IUD recently, which comes with cramps and bleeding afterwards. Not very sexy, but it does feel like I'm honoring my queerness and sexuality, which feels good. I've been trying to be gentle with my body as I recover and explore pleasure without penetration or even direct touch, and decided to film some of that. Plus, orgasms are meant to be good for cramps...

I’m a little envious of people who can do quickies, because I’m really tight and always need extensive warmup before penetration’s even possible, let alone enjoyable! This was going to just be a video of me playing with my dildo, but I decided to record some of the prep time as well in the name of authenticity (and also because usually by the time I’m ready to take it, I’m also pretty close to cumming…). Featuring some choppy scene transitions thanks to my phone repeatedly falling over while filming haha

fucking myself with my dildo until I cum so hard I nearly kick the camera over…