late-night neediness

It's been a while! Making a chill return to posting here with a cozy early-morning self-love session from the other day. We can all just pretend not to notice how lint-covered my blankets are.

I’m a little envious of people who can do quickies, because I’m really tight and always need extensive warmup before penetration’s even possible, let alone enjoyable! This was going to just be a video of me playing with my dildo, but I decided to record some of the prep time as well in the name of authenticity (and also because usually by the time I’m ready to take it, I’m also pretty close to cumming…). Featuring some choppy scene transitions thanks to my phone repeatedly falling over while filming haha

Visiting my family over the holidays meant a couple weeks without enough space/privacy for sex, even solo, so this was me making up for it with some extra touchy-feely masturbation once I got home. This was also my first time recording with music (from here: http://jamen.do/l/175887) and clearly I need to do some experimenting with speaker placement to get the levels decent, but if you put headphones on and crank the volume you should be able to hear it!

I got an IUD recently, which comes with cramps and bleeding afterwards. Not very sexy, but it does feel like I'm honoring my queerness and sexuality, which feels good. I've been trying to be gentle with my body as I recover and explore pleasure without penetration or even direct touch, and decided to film some of that. Plus, orgasms are meant to be good for cramps...

playing with my new dildo!

The challenge with filming from this angle is staying in frame...as I get lost in pleasure my hips start thrusting and it's hard to remember about the camera, whoops!

I don’t let myself squirt a lot—mostly because of how much cleanup it entails—so it can take some conscious effort to relax enough to make it happen, but when it does…hoo boy! Some of the most intense orgasms I have are during/right after squirting. Here, I’d been fingering myself on the couch for a while (got bored watching tv) when I started getting that about-to-gush feeling. I decided to lean into it this time, headed to the bathtub and started filming. At first I only squirted a little bit, but as I kept going, well…yeah, I had to clean my phone screen off pretty thoroughly after this one... I've never filmed anything from this angle before, but I think it's kinda cool how you can actually see my pussy twitching after I cum at the end—what do y'all think, are we fans of the up-close-and-personal filiming?

short and sweet vibrator session—I alternated between riding it and using the tip to tease my clit :)

I think I’ve posted about this before, but I am really really tight, which means penetration-based quickies aren’t really possible for me—I need a lot of warmup time! This video captures the very common occurrence of me getting too turned on and going for it before I’m ready, and then needing to spend a little longer using my fingers until my pussy’s fully ready for action.

just a lil evening play session, exploring different kinds of touch as I get myself hard & wet