toytime

Oh hey, it's been a while! One thing that I think mainstream porn tends to be egregiously bad about portraying is foreplay--people are depicted as hard, wet, and ready to go out of the gate. That's not realistic for me, or for a lot of people! This video shows me gradually warming up to be able to take my dildo, and then slowly fucking myself with it. Enjoy! (Also--no audio in this one, because a car alarm was going off outside for literally the entire time I was filming! Yay!)

I’m getting freeeezing weather this week—way too cold to even think about going outside if you can help it, so I’ve been finding other ways to keep myself entertained. I decided to treat myself to a multi-toy session here—after a little teasing with my vibrator, I rail myself nice and thoroughly with my dildo til I cum, and then bring the vibe back for a bonus second orgasm. If it’s cold where you are too, I hope watching this helps you warm up 😘

Visiting my family over the holidays meant a couple weeks without enough space/privacy for sex, even solo, so this was me making up for it with some extra touchy-feely masturbation once I got home. This was also my first time recording with music (from here: http://jamen.do/l/175887) and clearly I need to do some experimenting with speaker placement to get the levels decent, but if you put headphones on and crank the volume you should be able to hear it!

came home from a night out a little tipsy and very horny, and decided to film myself getting off. It’s a super blurry closeup, but I do like how this angle looks…definitely gotta play with camera setup more!

short and sweet vibrator session—I alternated between riding it and using the tip to tease my clit :)

Needed an afternoon self-love session and decided to film it! I start off by stroking my chest and thighs; I like being teased, but also have terrible self-control, so I don’t keep that up for very long before pulling out the vibrator. I edge myself a couple times, getting more and more worked up, before finally letting myself cum. My phone didn’t pick up on the sound that well, but I’m naturally pretty quiet in bed most of the time, anyway. if you bump the volume way up you can hear my breathing get all shaky and the eventually-very-wet noises of me fucking myself with the vibe… This is my first time recording myself and sharing it anywhere—it’s exciting and a little scary! Hope someone out there enjoys it…and let me know if you want to see more :)

just a lil evening play session, exploring different kinds of touch as I get myself hard & wet

I think I’ve posted about this before, but I am really really tight, which means penetration-based quickies aren’t really possible for me—I need a lot of warmup time! This video captures the very common occurrence of me getting too turned on and going for it before I’m ready, and then needing to spend a little longer using my fingers until my pussy’s fully ready for action.

From a recent day off; I had time to work myself up til I squirted! Enjoy~

I got an IUD recently, which comes with cramps and bleeding afterwards. Not very sexy, but it does feel like I'm honoring my queerness and sexuality, which feels good. I've been trying to be gentle with my body as I recover and explore pleasure without penetration or even direct touch, and decided to film some of that. Plus, orgasms are meant to be good for cramps...