Birthday Sex (Part II)

Inspired by the present moment & the holes in my neighbors fence (👀) I found myself journaling naked for a moment. It wasn't long before the sun had my body warm and open to a delightful self pleasure session in the middle of the day 🤍

Self pleasure is something that goes much deeper than just the end result of cumming ~ it's a way I create a sensual container for myself to be all that I am in any given moment. This mornings pleasure sesh included some stretching, sensual self touch, tending to pain in my neck and back, being slow, not expecting anything from my pussy, and a surprisingly wet orgasm💦 Not all orgasms are beautiful, and yet they are entirely compelling exactly as they are.

Sensory deprivation is something that I find very arousing for many reasons. In this case, I found myself interested in it aesthetically at first, but the experience of it actually allowed me to tap into complete freedom. Not thinking about how any of it looked, just how it felt to be with my lovers body. There is a level of messiness you have to surrender to when you don't have access to your hands, and when your eyes are covered from any distraction - in that surrender I found a kind of sexual liberation I think about to this day ❣️ PS sorry about the camera angle in the beginning, it switches to POV midway 😉

After being interrupted by some passersby during a slower passionate moment, we finish with intensity and heat ❤️‍🔥

On this morning, I found myself meditating at my altar space: listening, extending questions, finding gratitude and presence. Somehow presence with the spiritual often arouses my body. I grabbed a vibrator, stripped my clothes and came back to this sacred space naked, to honor my pleasure. I was almost late to work from fully releasing into this moment with myself 🙏🏽💦

Laying in the sun with my love is always a blissful way to spend time. We immediately noticed sounds coming from the neighbors - a worker was on the property, and my exhibitionism was immediately turned on 😈👀 My partner however is very shy, but I knew he wouldn't be able to resist getting head even though the worker was near....I had only one condition, which involved some loud licking, sucking, and lots of giggles 🤭

I was laying in the sun when my pussy started gushing with ovulatory fluid. When I felt how plump and needy my pussy was for my touch, I came inside to capture myself cumming and share it with you 😉

If I could transport myself back in time to this bed in Hawaii with my love, I would in an instant! And I'd move the blanket out of the way while I'm at it 😜 This video is about as real as it gets from blankets covering my husbands cock to mid-sex panic about my butthole being touched! Lol. We are real human lovers and the laughter and connection in this video bring my heart a tremendous amount of joy and pleasure 🤍

Chronic illness is not represented enough in pleasure. In many ways it can exist as a barrier to feeling good, and at the same time, it teaches you how to truly feel the pleasurable moments in the body when they are there. This is an example of sensuality that is mundane, and mundane moments that become sensual in a body that is experiencing pain 🤎

After a week full of fucking, we interrupted our plans to fully immerse ourselves in each other again. Beginning with my husband eating my pussy on his knees (his rightful place), then fucking me passionately, making me cum, and me finishing by swallowing his cum with our eyes locked on each other ❤️‍🔥