Intentional Time in Pleasure

We had a warm streak here in western Oregon at the beginning of this month, so I enjoyed 5 straight days of prepping our garden in the sunshine. Something is shifting in regards to my sexuality, it doesn't feel quite as accessible. I'm just riding that wave, trying to not write stories about it. Focusing on the garden calms my nervous system, and helps me feel like a goddess in a similar way sex does. When parts of you get shaky and unsure, returning to the mother makes the most sense to me. I hope you enjoy watching me exist in the way that feels best to me at this time. I hope to return to being my full self soon. Thank you for being here <3

We have a friend staying with us from Missouri. He is a verified voyeur. Trevor asked him what one of his biggest fantasies, and that was to watch but without the people necessarily knowing he was watching. We have an amazing place on our property surrounded by old Douglas Fir Trees, its magical. This was one of the first warm and sunny days here in the PNW, the temperature was perfect. So we grabbed a blanket and headed into the forest with a wink to Jon. We quickly sank into our bodies after setting the camera up and made love, the sun and forest was full of erotic energy for us to share with. Jon is in the background of this video somewhere with binoculars and a bottle of conditioner he used for lube. Needless to say it was a dream come true for him, a fantasy come to life. He got to watch through the binoculars, hear Taushas pleasure song in the distance, and now will get to watch this video knowing that he was in that forest pleasuring himself! We love sharing with Jon and with you, we hope you enjoy!

We recently have been talking with the other half of our polycule about increasing intimacy between the four of us and possibly filming some content to share with all of you. This weekend we got a sitter and had the intention of setting aside some time for filming whatever flow came up between the four of us. Saturday night we decided to all go to dinner and had some good laughs, of course Tausha was being her embodied self and whipped her tit out in the restaurant. We had some good laughs and good fun that evening but everyone was tired by the time we got home so we retired to our perspective sleeping quarters. Sunday, as fate would have it, Andi got sick so the escalation hasn't happened yet. Tausha and I decided to have what we call a 'sex day'. Which is essentially just being lazy with an emphasis on connecting sexually, its one of my favorite ways to pass time. Tausha wanted to film some more POV which at times can be challenging for me to hold the camera and focus on both of our pleasure. We decided to set the camera up on a small tripod that we could just grab rather close to the bed. There is a window behind the camera so the lighting is great. Experiencing Tausha's flow is a real pleasure. She is something of a sexual genius, the video almost ended in the first three minutes, the way she was sucking and stroking my cock was perfect and quickly escalated me to the 7-9 range. After that she rode me in front of the camera for awhile for some amazing pulsing orgasms. My cock was extremely sensitive and was also pulsing and spurting small amounts of cum, you can definitely see the pulsing in the video. After that Tausha grabbed the camera for POV and when my cock slipped out she started rubbing her wet pussy on it and stroking it like it was her cock. We have never done that before and it was kind of cute and silly. Tausha has always said she wishes she could have a cock for a day and the way she was stroking it she seemed like a pro! We hope you enjoy the video and the flow we created and be sure to follow for some possible polycule content in the future.

It's been awhile since we have had the space in our busy lives in community to intentionally make a video. Trevor has been on a journey of understanding, seeking more pleasure and presence in his experience. According to him this is one of the best sessions we have had as far as how he was feeling in his body. His presence never waned and you can tell in how my body responds to him! We really enjoy our connection and we very much enjoy sharing it with all of you. Thank you for watching!

I went with Trevor to work last weekend, and in the midst of some really boring work, Trevor told me he wanted me to suck his cock. Trevor is unwriting the story around men asserting their desires within sexuality being a dangerous thing, so I celebrate those moments, and 9.99/10 times I am veryyy happy to deliver. I love pleasing my man. His pleasure is my pleasure. We hope you enjoy!

Trev has been working a lot lately and his sexual energy has been lower than normal. Today he asked me to masturbate when I woke up and send him some stills from the video I took. When he watched when he got home he said, "I can see why you get frustrated when you masturbate, that took forever." He then proceeded to fuck me for an hour which we took a video of as well. Thank you for watching!

Tausha had a pleasure mapping scenario set up for me. Not often, but sometimes I am ok with being the center of attention. I had to put the kids to bed before it was 'my turn' after a day of a lot of random sex everywhere we went including an incredibly steamy session in a sauna. While putting the kids to be I FELL ASLEEP! Can you imagine? Anyways when she finally woke me up I insisted on continuing and this was the result. It wasn't what we had planned but it was still amazing to connect.

Tausha's birthday was yesterday! It was also the height of her ovulation, which is a birthday gift in and of itself. She expressed a desire to go to a glory hole for her birthday, but the timing of our dinner plans made that not the best idea...Tausha hates sucking cock right after she eats. We went to an upscale restaurant, and had the chef's tasting menu, which was delightful...good food turns Tausha on, she often calls it her main source of pleasure...(despite how many orgasms this woman has during sex...haha.) We ended the night tangled up in passion together, which (I guess) is Tausha's *second* most abundant source of pleasure (???) We hope you enjoy!

Trevor and I attended a sensual gather this last weekend. It featured various sensory experiences with strangers, and clear boundary lists for each person. When I, personally, step into a sensual container, something in me wakes up. Like a combination of power, softness, and magnetism. I felt Trevor witness me in a way that has been out of reach for various reasons. Being witnessed, even for a moment, by Trevor certainly leads to eroticism for me. I love that charge. It's intoxicating. I hope you enjoy witnessing what that charge creates!

Trevor and I had a little tiff this morning. We're both gaining the communication skills we didn't learn as children. After it had naturally settled -- which took way less time than the past (yay us!) Trevor followed me upstairs. I said "What's up?" and he said, "I just miss you." I smiled and tackled him on the bed. This is a major win for us! I love seeing the evidence of the work we're doing. The inner work is working! We hope you enjoy our make up sex! Much love!