A Rare POV!

Chronic illness is not represented enough in pleasure. In many ways it can exist as a barrier to feeling good, and at the same time, it teaches you how to truly feel the pleasurable moments in the body when they are there. This is an example of sensuality that is mundane, and mundane moments that become sensual in a body that is experiencing pain 🤎

Inspired by the present moment & the holes in my neighbors fence (👀) I found myself journaling naked for a moment. It wasn't long before the sun had my body warm and open to a delightful self pleasure session in the middle of the day 🤍

On a sunny beautiful spring day, I found myself horny and wanted to drop into some pleasure with myself. This video feels very vulnerable for me to share because it's me in my rawest form; unshowered, wild hair, unflattering positions, unshaven body hair...just to name a few things. But I feel deeply that real pleasure deserves as much space to be witnessed and eroticized as our self-pleasure sessions that are sexy and tempting and flattering from every angle. Just being in nature with myself is more than enough to turn me on, and that's the beauty reflected here 🤎

I felt a deep need to release some tension and mental fog before the work day, so I added a meditative moment to my shower before work to drop into my sexual energy. I was surprised just how hard I came standing up! It took me a while to come down.

My partner and I were in the middle of a very windy storm when I decided to light a candle and get back in bed. After a long passionate round of sex, he picked up the camera to capture me bringing him to climax ~ he was very expressive as I edged him until I was covered in his cum ❤️

On this morning, I found myself meditating at my altar space: listening, extending questions, finding gratitude and presence. Somehow presence with the spiritual often arouses my body. I grabbed a vibrator, stripped my clothes and came back to this sacred space naked, to honor my pleasure. I was almost late to work from fully releasing into this moment with myself 🙏🏽💦

Self pleasure is something that goes much deeper than just the end result of cumming ~ it's a way I create a sensual container for myself to be all that I am in any given moment. This mornings pleasure sesh included some stretching, sensual self touch, tending to pain in my neck and back, being slow, not expecting anything from my pussy, and a surprisingly wet orgasm💦 Not all orgasms are beautiful, and yet they are entirely compelling exactly as they are.

There is something so erotic about intimacy with the intention of not escalating past a certain point. It allows for the swell of longing and the ability to be deeply present with exactly where you are. Kissing, dry humping, and flirty play are things that bring us both into such blissful connection with each other in the here and now 💗

Part two of the video we filmed on my partners birthday 😉 lots of eye gazing, intimate lingering touch, connection, and juicy penetrative magic ✨

This video has many of my favorite things: delicious make outs, deeply connected missionary, my husband commanding my presence with his dominance, gentle cock riding, and getting fucked so hard in doggy I have to stop to catch my breath and regroup🥵