Getting off hiatus and getting off

I went on a long walk and got caught in the pouring rain, I went inside, still soaked and decided to get even more wet

In honour of masturbation month I thought I’d have a little self love time. I was only a few minutes in to touching myself when my roomates came to my side of the house to look at our garden. They definitely saw me, but we al had a good laugh. So here’s another chaotic self love. Happy masturbation month!

We just got a new espresso machine and we’ve been loving it! We slept in and made a coffee and then decided to fuck all over our kitchen. I guess you can say the coffee really jazzed us up ;)

it was my birthday on sunday, and though I did have extremely hot birthday sex with my lover off camera I thought i'd share a little self love I gave myself, since after all, through all our years the best and most important relationship we cultivate if the one with ourself. I really make myself gush in this one....a few times ;)

It’s raining on the west coast of Canada and has been for a few weeks now. I woke up early to watch the sun rise and began to realize how I feel a bit disconnected from my body lately. With the change in season here, and summer finally over the body starts to fee different. It feels a little less agile, a little more soft. And I also realized I hadn’t filmed in a while! Here is me reconnecting, which I love to do on camera. Enjoy ;)

I filmed this before Christmas. After a swim in the ocean and sauna I felt super relaxed and contemplative on the rainy day it was. It was pretty wet outside… but I got wetter ;)

This is the last video we made before we broke up. I was unsure if I wanted to post this, as it’s very emotional for me to watch again, but the day we filmed it was a beautiful day we spent in a place we loved, in a beautiful field overlooking a favourite beach of ours. It makes me ache to watch this, but it also makes me smile. This isn’t the most steamy, fiery video you’ll ever watch. But it’s a portrayal of honest, tender love and intimacy. I hope you enjoy

After a long day, I needed a little sensuality and connection with myself. Guest star! My roommates cat! Just kidding :) but he snuggles on my bed while I pleasure and connect with myself till I’m dripping wet and totally satisfied

I went on a long run in the chilly weather and felt so tingly and invigorated after I just had to give myself some extra love, release and release is a beautiful feeling. Happy December;)

I have masturbation to be an almost meditative practice at times. It’s a chance to reconnect with yourself, love yourself, feel your body. My partner came over for a surprise visit just before I filmed this, he smelled so good, it was intoxicating! But he couldn’t stay, so with his smell still lingering on me and feeling very horny from our visit I decided to give myself some pleasure. I live in a community home with a lot of people and it’s pretty rare I have the house to myself, this is filmed in our sunny living room. I hope you enjoy!