needy fingering

i looove being teased, although it's difficult to do to myself...here, i start out stroking my vibe over my underwear until i get too needy and push my clothes out of the way to properly fuck myself. enjoy!

playing with my new dildo!

getting wet n wild with it~

Visiting my family over the holidays meant a couple weeks without enough space/privacy for sex, even solo, so this was me making up for it with some extra touchy-feely masturbation once I got home. This was also my first time recording with music (from here: http://jamen.do/l/175887) and clearly I need to do some experimenting with speaker placement to get the levels decent, but if you put headphones on and crank the volume you should be able to hear it!

I got an IUD recently, which comes with cramps and bleeding afterwards. Not very sexy, but it does feel like I'm honoring my queerness and sexuality, which feels good. I've been trying to be gentle with my body as I recover and explore pleasure without penetration or even direct touch, and decided to film some of that. Plus, orgasms are meant to be good for cramps...

I think I’ve posted about this before, but I am really really tight, which means penetration-based quickies aren’t really possible for me—I need a lot of warmup time! This video captures the very common occurrence of me getting too turned on and going for it before I’m ready, and then needing to spend a little longer using my fingers until my pussy’s fully ready for action.

I’m a little envious of people who can do quickies, because I’m really tight and always need extensive warmup before penetration’s even possible, let alone enjoyable! This was going to just be a video of me playing with my dildo, but I decided to record some of the prep time as well in the name of authenticity (and also because usually by the time I’m ready to take it, I’m also pretty close to cumming…). Featuring some choppy scene transitions thanks to my phone repeatedly falling over while filming haha

I’m getting freeeezing weather this week—way too cold to even think about going outside if you can help it, so I’ve been finding other ways to keep myself entertained. I decided to treat myself to a multi-toy session here—after a little teasing with my vibrator, I rail myself nice and thoroughly with my dildo til I cum, and then bring the vibe back for a bonus second orgasm. If it’s cold where you are too, I hope watching this helps you warm up 😘

I don’t let myself squirt a lot—mostly because of how much cleanup it entails—so it can take some conscious effort to relax enough to make it happen, but when it does…hoo boy! Some of the most intense orgasms I have are during/right after squirting. Here, I’d been fingering myself on the couch for a while (got bored watching tv) when I started getting that about-to-gush feeling. I decided to lean into it this time, headed to the bathtub and started filming. At first I only squirted a little bit, but as I kept going, well…yeah, I had to clean my phone screen off pretty thoroughly after this one... I've never filmed anything from this angle before, but I think it's kinda cool how you can actually see my pussy twitching after I cum at the end—what do y'all think, are we fans of the up-close-and-personal filiming?

Oh hey, it's been a while! One thing that I think mainstream porn tends to be egregiously bad about portraying is foreplay--people are depicted as hard, wet, and ready to go out of the gate. That's not realistic for me, or for a lot of people! This video shows me gradually warming up to be able to take my dildo, and then slowly fucking myself with it. Enjoy! (Also--no audio in this one, because a car alarm was going off outside for literally the entire time I was filming! Yay!)