Saying Goodbye For a Month

Trevor and I haven't spent much time apart. During this three weeks, both of us our remembering how special our sexual connection is. I have been begging Trevor for a video of him stroking his cock to the very end. I often masturbate to solo male masturbation cumshot videos and have longed for one from Trevor. He doesnt really have a self pleasure practice, so this was a vulnerable ask for him. When the video he took uploaded into our shared album, I couldn't get ready to touch myself fast enough. This is a first for us, and it's a very intimate moment to share. Stay tuned for the video Tausha is watching! We hope you enjoy!

Tausha had a pleasure mapping scenario set up for me. Not often, but sometimes I am ok with being the center of attention. I had to put the kids to bed before it was 'my turn' after a day of a lot of random sex everywhere we went including an incredibly steamy session in a sauna. While putting the kids to be I FELL ASLEEP! Can you imagine? Anyways when she finally woke me up I insisted on continuing and this was the result. It wasn't what we had planned but it was still amazing to connect.

Trevor and I attended a sensual gather this last weekend. It featured various sensory experiences with strangers, and clear boundary lists for each person. When I, personally, step into a sensual container, something in me wakes up. Like a combination of power, softness, and magnetism. I felt Trevor witness me in a way that has been out of reach for various reasons. Being witnessed, even for a moment, by Trevor certainly leads to eroticism for me. I love that charge. It's intoxicating. I hope you enjoy witnessing what that charge creates!

Tausha and I have been exploring the world of kink. Although our connection is strong and palpable our more creative side sexually is relatively undiscovered. Alchemizing emotional pain using physical pain has always been an interesting idea. Recently I was topped by a experienced person and began to see the potential of the craft. This is relatively new in our journey. How much pain am I willing to inflict on Tausha? How much pain is she willing to take? Watch as we discover this together ultimately succumbing to pleasure instead.

We had a warm streak here in western Oregon at the beginning of this month, so I enjoyed 5 straight days of prepping our garden in the sunshine. Something is shifting in regards to my sexuality, it doesn't feel quite as accessible. I'm just riding that wave, trying to not write stories about it. Focusing on the garden calms my nervous system, and helps me feel like a goddess in a similar way sex does. When parts of you get shaky and unsure, returning to the mother makes the most sense to me. I hope you enjoy watching me exist in the way that feels best to me at this time. I hope to return to being my full self soon. Thank you for being here <3

We have really enjoyed making and sharing these videos. Trevor decided to buy a few different camera mounting options. We love cuddle fucking but its hard to get a good angle. With this particular mount, mounted to the top of a window sill, we can get a birds eye view that's really fun and exciting. We hope to better the angle and lighting to really capture our connection. We love sharing our connection with you and hope you enjoy watching our EDS (Every Day Sex).

In the past I have struggled with my mind body connection (I came too quick). When I started having sex with Tausha I was able to unwrite some of the anxiety that came with cumming too quickly. I learned that actually by leaning into my pleasure and accepting it, I then had more control. Many factors go into that. During this video though we hadn't had sex in a day and a half, which is a long time for us. Some tension had been building up between us. It's also extra exciting knowing that you are being filmed and people are going to see it. Anyways from the MOMENT I stuck my cock in Tausha I knew it wasn't going to last long. I could have came immediately. Instead I watched my cock slowly slide in and out of her wet folds. Feeling every inch of her as I slid in and out. Breathing deeply into the head of my cock. Tausha isn't used to this so eventually she rolled me over and had her way with me until I exploded. There is a section we had to cut out. Tausha is diabetic, and her blood sugar alarm went off. It is probably one of the most jarring sounds ever.

I'm reminiscing on how I used to love masturbation. I couldn't wait to get that time alone to myself. Nowadays, it leaves me a little frustrated. Trevor focuses a lot on my pleasure, and is damn good at it too. I came across this old video, enjoying myself. That pulse is sure addicting.

Disclaimer: Tausha had no idea the camera was on when this was filmed so this is her purely authentic reaction to being woken up with sex. Nighttime at times for us can be a push and pull of sorts. Sometimes I'm sleepy super early in the evening and Tausha is WIRED. So we don't always go to sleep at the same time. Tausha was feeling feisty so stayed downstairs, when I woke up to go pee around midnight I realized she wasn't in bed so I went to check on her. Sometimes her blood sugar can be a problem so I always check on her. When I peaked over the loft she was dead asleep, she snores and the whole nine yards. I decided to wake her up by licking her pussy, which from a dead sleep wound up being too overwhelming to be pleasurable. I was in a certain type of mood so it turned into rough sex through several orgasms while she was still sleepy. It was really fun to tell her afterwards that I got it on film, she was delighted.

This was the ending of a day full of connection. It was the last day of Tausha's ovulation, and we used every bit of that energy. We hope you enjoy watching her ride, but not before she worships Trevor's cock.