Saying Goodbye For a Month

Trev and I were cuddling on the couch, it had been a rough week, lots of moments of disconnect. I noticed his cock was rock hard, it had been awhile since I had tasted it so I decided to remember what it felt like in the back of my throat. Watch as I make eye contact with you and suck his cock. He can't help but flip me over at the end and bury his cock inside of me, which I always love.

Driving down the Oregon Coast I was looking for a pull out for take a topless picture of Tausha with the Ocean in the background. It just so happened I picked one with a nice grassy spot over the guard rail that dipped down just a little bit. We took a sarong with us and laid in the grass. It took us awhile to find a spot that no one could see us but once we did it didn't take long for Tausha to put my cock in her mouth and begin sucking. Something about the possibility of being caught, the sun, the ocean breeze, and the amazing blowjob I was getting, made things not last very long! At the end of the video you see her hop on top and begin riding me, the camera wasn't at the best angle so we didn't get the big finish on tape, but you can fill in the blanks with your imagination....it didn't take long before I was filling her with cum!

In the past I have struggled with my mind body connection (I came too quick). When I started having sex with Tausha I was able to unwrite some of the anxiety that came with cumming too quickly. I learned that actually by leaning into my pleasure and accepting it, I then had more control. Many factors go into that. During this video though we hadn't had sex in a day and a half, which is a long time for us. Some tension had been building up between us. It's also extra exciting knowing that you are being filmed and people are going to see it. Anyways from the MOMENT I stuck my cock in Tausha I knew it wasn't going to last long. I could have came immediately. Instead I watched my cock slowly slide in and out of her wet folds. Feeling every inch of her as I slid in and out. Breathing deeply into the head of my cock. Tausha isn't used to this so eventually she rolled me over and had her way with me until I exploded. There is a section we had to cut out. Tausha is diabetic, and her blood sugar alarm went off. It is probably one of the most jarring sounds ever.

Trevor and I had a little tiff this morning. We're both gaining the communication skills we didn't learn as children. After it had naturally settled -- which took way less time than the past (yay us!) Trevor followed me upstairs. I said "What's up?" and he said, "I just miss you." I smiled and tackled him on the bed. This is a major win for us! I love seeing the evidence of the work we're doing. The inner work is working! We hope you enjoy our make up sex! Much love!

I went with Trevor to work last weekend, and in the midst of some really boring work, Trevor told me he wanted me to suck his cock. Trevor is unwriting the story around men asserting their desires within sexuality being a dangerous thing, so I celebrate those moments, and 9.99/10 times I am veryyy happy to deliver. I love pleasing my man. His pleasure is my pleasure. We hope you enjoy!

Tausha had a pleasure mapping scenario set up for me. Not often, but sometimes I am ok with being the center of attention. I had to put the kids to bed before it was 'my turn' after a day of a lot of random sex everywhere we went including an incredibly steamy session in a sauna. While putting the kids to be I FELL ASLEEP! Can you imagine? Anyways when she finally woke me up I insisted on continuing and this was the result. It wasn't what we had planned but it was still amazing to connect.

We have been working towards freeing our perspective sexualities. Trevor's clouded with inherited traumas and societal programming and Tausha's hidden behind insidious abuse and attacks at her authentic sexual expression. We are working together through this problem and its complex and often heartbreaking. While fucking Tausha, Trevor has her read one of her slutty messages to a man she is contemplating fucking. In fact she had him over her and came on his hands and sucked his cock after this video was made, quite exhilarating but also has its pain points for Trevor. Sexual energy can be beautifully cultivated into acceptance and exploration and we are glad you are able to witness a part of our journey with us. We hope to continue this together and that someday we will be able to exist freely in our bodies in a broken society.

Tausha and I decided to visit a local nudist/play place that is public. We had only been there once before dark and didn't do much exploring. I have wanted to make a video by the river this summer and this is the perfect place. Once we found a good spot to make the video we skipped some rocks and settled in. Almost immediately we had onlookers, mostly men masturbating in the bushes. We had some brief conversations with them about their experiences there, they were obviously eager to join but our intention was to share our flow with MLNP. While we were making love it was lightly raining, each drop adding to the sensation of grounding and attuning to each others bodies. At times it was hard for me to be in my body with the onlookers and the new surroundings. Eventually we found our flow and because of the novelty it was immediately hard for me not to cum. Tausha surrounded my face with her hair and created a little cocoon that blocked the distractions out. Then I was in it, feeling her pussy engulfing my cock. Feeling how badly she wanted to cum. Once I was in my sexual energy, as often happens, I got incredibly open and asked Tausha if she wanted to fuck one of the onlookers, at that point no longer worrying about making a shareable video, it would have been for me to watch lately. There was no one there she wanted to share with in that way which was perfectly acceptable. She came a few times and then her hip had a cramp which was hilarious. We tried to keep the flow but naturally fell out of it. I was feeling like being a showboat so I gave her a few clit orgasms for the onlookers. Afterwards I asked our closest onlooker how it was and replied "Good" and left, such a peculiar interaction! We very much enjoyed making this video and hope you enjoy watching.

Trevor and I found our secret creek spot a few minutes from our house today. It's perfectly hidden behind some ferns, and looked as if no one has ever stepped foot beyond those ferns before. Ir was such a magical place...the energy was so sheltered, yet so vast at the same time. We cant wait to have many connected moments in the very spot. Here's a sneak peak of what is to come. I couldn't not drop to my knees after Trevor so kindly helped me walk across that log. I had the pleasure of watching him stroke his cock while I pleasured my portal and came very quickly. Watching a man pleasure myself is my pathway to masturbation pleasure. So watching Trevor do that is my favorite treat! My second favoritr treat is his precum. It tastes so clean...so sweet and salty at the same time. We hope you enjoy!

Trevor and I attended a sensual gather this last weekend. It featured various sensory experiences with strangers, and clear boundary lists for each person. When I, personally, step into a sensual container, something in me wakes up. Like a combination of power, softness, and magnetism. I felt Trevor witness me in a way that has been out of reach for various reasons. Being witnessed, even for a moment, by Trevor certainly leads to eroticism for me. I love that charge. It's intoxicating. I hope you enjoy witnessing what that charge creates!