Cumming with Trevor Over Video (Tausha's half.)

I love it when Tausha May sucks my cock, its one of my favorite things to witness. Since we have been making these videos I got a new Pixel 9 pro that shoots video in 8K. When she started sucking my cock I decided to grab the camera, there is something extra exciting about watching her through the screen and then in real life, then back to the screen. We love quick little interactions like this with each other.

The last week has been emotionally charged. In these moments we really focused on making our connection a priority. Tender beginnings give way to a passionate exchange that left us feeling satiated. We hope you enjoy watching us in our connection, it means a lot to us to be able to share.

I'm reminiscing on how I used to love masturbation. I couldn't wait to get that time alone to myself. Nowadays, it leaves me a little frustrated. Trevor focuses a lot on my pleasure, and is damn good at it too. I came across this old video, enjoying myself. That pulse is sure addicting.

Tausha and I decided to visit a local nudist/play place that is public. We had only been there once before dark and didn't do much exploring. I have wanted to make a video by the river this summer and this is the perfect place. Once we found a good spot to make the video we skipped some rocks and settled in. Almost immediately we had onlookers, mostly men masturbating in the bushes. We had some brief conversations with them about their experiences there, they were obviously eager to join but our intention was to share our flow with MLNP. While we were making love it was lightly raining, each drop adding to the sensation of grounding and attuning to each others bodies. At times it was hard for me to be in my body with the onlookers and the new surroundings. Eventually we found our flow and because of the novelty it was immediately hard for me not to cum. Tausha surrounded my face with her hair and created a little cocoon that blocked the distractions out. Then I was in it, feeling her pussy engulfing my cock. Feeling how badly she wanted to cum. Once I was in my sexual energy, as often happens, I got incredibly open and asked Tausha if she wanted to fuck one of the onlookers, at that point no longer worrying about making a shareable video, it would have been for me to watch lately. There was no one there she wanted to share with in that way which was perfectly acceptable. She came a few times and then her hip had a cramp which was hilarious. We tried to keep the flow but naturally fell out of it. I was feeling like being a showboat so I gave her a few clit orgasms for the onlookers. Afterwards I asked our closest onlooker how it was and replied "Good" and left, such a peculiar interaction! We very much enjoyed making this video and hope you enjoy watching.

This session turned into what we call pleasure mapping. As sexual beings we are constantly changing, during cocreated sex known pathways are often utilized in the pursuit of pleasure. We try to intentionally take time now and again to do some pleasure mapping. Treat each other like a fresh new body to discover. Really lean into our curiosity. Not focus on orgasm, but focus on pleasure and exploration. These videos are long and not super splashy like some, but if the subtle nuance and mind body connection are at all interesting to you, this is a great video to watch. Much Love, Trevor & Tausha.

Last night the pod had its first connective evening that was recorded! We decided to do massages with a hint of spice. An overall openness to sexual energy being shared. The ladies went first and the boys worked towards bringing their senses alive. Andi has been engaging in an active practice to increase the amount of time spent in what she calls 'middle space'. We focused on neutral and pleasurable touches without a huge emphasis on escalation. There was a spicy moment in the middle where Tausha and Andi are making out and grinding into each other. Seb and Trevor go front row seats as they watched Andis pussy grind on Tausha's thigh, they couldn't help but stroke their cock at that moment. Overall we feel it was a great introduction to what may evolve into a true four person flow. Something we have been interested in for awhile. Andi and Seb have started their own account to share the content they create together: find them at @FantasyErotica

Tausha had a pleasure mapping scenario set up for me. Not often, but sometimes I am ok with being the center of attention. I had to put the kids to bed before it was 'my turn' after a day of a lot of random sex everywhere we went including an incredibly steamy session in a sauna. While putting the kids to be I FELL ASLEEP! Can you imagine? Anyways when she finally woke me up I insisted on continuing and this was the result. It wasn't what we had planned but it was still amazing to connect.

Trevor and I have had a hard month. Both of us have been craving what it feels like to be fully connected. We have identified that space as the best feeling in the world, but can't force it. Last night, our patience, perseverance, and hard work paid off. We entered the blissful space of gratefulness, appreciation, and honor...which led to worship. Seeing and treating one another like the gifts that we are and will continue to be. This is a beautiful exchange. I enthusiastically suck his cock, until I can't stand the feeling of my empty, wet pussy any longer, and hop on for a ride. I ride him until he needs to take over, and finally receive his pulsing, intense orgasm. I took a moment to have one more orgasm on his softening cock...but it doesn't end there. This beautiful man proceeds to worship my pussy, using his skilled hands and tongue. I am a lucky lady. The aftercare and feeling of closeness is also captured, and may be the best part. We hope you enjoy!

We watched mainstream sex videos with a friend of ours, typically we don't watch a lot of conventional sex videos. By sharing our favorite videos with each other I was able to hear and see what Tausha really wanted to see in sex videos. Which was aesthetically pleasing to her. She likes to see up close as the dick slides in and out of the pussy. She likes to hear the sounds. She likes it when men talk and groan. She likes to hear the juices. So the next time we were fucking I decided to make the perfect video for her. We had been having a LOT of sex the few days prior. Literally milking my cock a drop or two at a time of cum. I've been experimenting with having orgasms without cumming which allows for zero refractory period for me. It's been an amazing journey with this woman. So for anyone curious this is the type of sex videos Tausha wants to watch, so we made one.

We have been working towards freeing our perspective sexualities. Trevor's clouded with inherited traumas and societal programming and Tausha's hidden behind insidious abuse and attacks at her authentic sexual expression. We are working together through this problem and its complex and often heartbreaking. While fucking Tausha, Trevor has her read one of her slutty messages to a man she is contemplating fucking. In fact she had him over her and came on his hands and sucked his cock after this video was made, quite exhilarating but also has its pain points for Trevor. Sexual energy can be beautifully cultivated into acceptance and exploration and we are glad you are able to witness a part of our journey with us. We hope to continue this together and that someday we will be able to exist freely in our bodies in a broken society.