Waking My Husband with a Blowjob

Chronic illness is not represented enough in pleasure. In many ways it can exist as a barrier to feeling good, and at the same time, it teaches you how to truly feel the pleasurable moments in the body when they are there. This is an example of sensuality that is mundane, and mundane moments that become sensual in a body that is experiencing pain 🤎

After 69ing for a while we decided to turn the camera on as we were in a particularly passionate rhythm. My husband continued to give me deep pleasure until I came, sucking and stroking his cock the entire time. The way he gently rubs my head and grounds me into my body as I come down from my orgasm is just as beautiful.

A long wait turned into 3 hours of solo edging that brought me to right to the tipping point of spilling over into orgasm several times. I bring you up close with my pussy pulsing in the camera, and my body quivering into giggles of almost tipping over but catching myself, again and again, squeezing my legs to disperse the pleasure.

I was laying in the sun when my pussy started gushing with ovulatory fluid. When I felt how plump and needy my pussy was for my touch, I came inside to capture myself cumming and share it with you 😉

A slow and meandering beginning finding our rhythm making love in the woods is interrupted unexpectedly!

Sometimes there is tension in the body that can only be moved sexually. Times where someone has edged & teased you for as long as you can take before you reach your threshold and HAVE to cum. This moment was one of those for me. In the solitude of the evening, all flaws & grotesque desires covered in red light, I found myself writhing in desire that I couldn't contain anymore. I breathed and growled my way through the energy stuck in my body until it burst out of me all at once ❤️‍🔥🔥🏮😈🌚✨

My husband and I fell into a connective moment after dinner that turned into a delicious rapture of eye contact that felt like mutual possession of the other; both of us, right where we wanted to be. Connection through cock worship, rough fucking, several positions and an intense gaze at the other.

On this morning, I found myself meditating at my altar space: listening, extending questions, finding gratitude and presence. Somehow presence with the spiritual often arouses my body. I grabbed a vibrator, stripped my clothes and came back to this sacred space naked, to honor my pleasure. I was almost late to work from fully releasing into this moment with myself 🙏🏽💦

Inspired by the present moment & the holes in my neighbors fence (👀) I found myself journaling naked for a moment. It wasn't long before the sun had my body warm and open to a delightful self pleasure session in the middle of the day 🤍

Sensory deprivation is something that I find very arousing for many reasons. In this case, I found myself interested in it aesthetically at first, but the experience of it actually allowed me to tap into complete freedom. Not thinking about how any of it looked, just how it felt to be with my lovers body. There is a level of messiness you have to surrender to when you don't have access to your hands, and when your eyes are covered from any distraction - in that surrender I found a kind of sexual liberation I think about to this day ❣️ PS sorry about the camera angle in the beginning, it switches to POV midway 😉