State Your Desire, and Receive

We recently have been talking with the other half of our polycule about increasing intimacy between the four of us and possibly filming some content to share with all of you. This weekend we got a sitter and had the intention of setting aside some time for filming whatever flow came up between the four of us. Saturday night we decided to all go to dinner and had some good laughs, of course Tausha was being her embodied self and whipped her tit out in the restaurant. We had some good laughs and good fun that evening but everyone was tired by the time we got home so we retired to our perspective sleeping quarters. Sunday, as fate would have it, Andi got sick so the escalation hasn't happened yet. Tausha and I decided to have what we call a 'sex day'. Which is essentially just being lazy with an emphasis on connecting sexually, its one of my favorite ways to pass time. Tausha wanted to film some more POV which at times can be challenging for me to hold the camera and focus on both of our pleasure. We decided to set the camera up on a small tripod that we could just grab rather close to the bed. There is a window behind the camera so the lighting is great. Experiencing Tausha's flow is a real pleasure. She is something of a sexual genius, the video almost ended in the first three minutes, the way she was sucking and stroking my cock was perfect and quickly escalated me to the 7-9 range. After that she rode me in front of the camera for awhile for some amazing pulsing orgasms. My cock was extremely sensitive and was also pulsing and spurting small amounts of cum, you can definitely see the pulsing in the video. After that Tausha grabbed the camera for POV and when my cock slipped out she started rubbing her wet pussy on it and stroking it like it was her cock. We have never done that before and it was kind of cute and silly. Tausha has always said she wishes she could have a cock for a day and the way she was stroking it she seemed like a pro! We hope you enjoy the video and the flow we created and be sure to follow for some possible polycule content in the future.

Last night the pod had its first connective evening that was recorded! We decided to do massages with a hint of spice. An overall openness to sexual energy being shared. The ladies went first and the boys worked towards bringing their senses alive. Andi has been engaging in an active practice to increase the amount of time spent in what she calls 'middle space'. We focused on neutral and pleasurable touches without a huge emphasis on escalation. There was a spicy moment in the middle where Tausha and Andi are making out and grinding into each other. Seb and Trevor go front row seats as they watched Andis pussy grind on Tausha's thigh, they couldn't help but stroke their cock at that moment. Overall we feel it was a great introduction to what may evolve into a true four person flow. Something we have been interested in for awhile. Andi and Seb have started their own account to share the content they create together: find them at @FantasyErotica

Today was the height of Tausha's ovulation cycle, and shared that she wanted to use her vibrating butt plug. She has never used a butt plug for intercourse, so was really looking forward to how the vibration would affect Trevor's pleasure as well. Well...the butt plug was dead, so the full range of what she was hoping for is yet to be explored, but damn, her little pussy was so much tighter, which we didn't think was possible. Tausha had been teasing Trevor all day, not allowing him to cum. The extra tightness coupled with this being the sixth time they had sex that day, Trevor came as soon as he entered the cadence of fucking Tausha's pussy was asking for. The orgasm they share together at the end is extremely powerful. Tausha is convinced that power creates worlds.

We have been working towards freeing our perspective sexualities. Trevor's clouded with inherited traumas and societal programming and Tausha's hidden behind insidious abuse and attacks at her authentic sexual expression. We are working together through this problem and its complex and often heartbreaking. While fucking Tausha, Trevor has her read one of her slutty messages to a man she is contemplating fucking. In fact she had him over her and came on his hands and sucked his cock after this video was made, quite exhilarating but also has its pain points for Trevor. Sexual energy can be beautifully cultivated into acceptance and exploration and we are glad you are able to witness a part of our journey with us. We hope to continue this together and that someday we will be able to exist freely in our bodies in a broken society.

This session turned into what we call pleasure mapping. As sexual beings we are constantly changing, during cocreated sex known pathways are often utilized in the pursuit of pleasure. We try to intentionally take time now and again to do some pleasure mapping. Treat each other like a fresh new body to discover. Really lean into our curiosity. Not focus on orgasm, but focus on pleasure and exploration. These videos are long and not super splashy like some, but if the subtle nuance and mind body connection are at all interesting to you, this is a great video to watch. Much Love, Trevor & Tausha.

I'm ovulating, which means I need endless sex. Since we don't live in a world where we have a line of men out the door to serve us, I took care of myself today when Trevor wasn't available. I usually have porn playing, because the audio really turns me on. So I decided to watch my favorite videos of Trevor and I. "Our Favorite Video Ever," "True Flow and Connection in the Forest," and "Milked By a Cowgirl." Trevor's breath, moans and sounds reverberate through my body, even just imagining them. It was fun cumming at the same time as myself. Usually when I self pleasure, I just give myself one orgasm...but today, I needed more. I was done after six, and gave my pussy a nice hug after, thanking her for being a source of pleasure. I hope you enjoy!

This was the ending of a day full of connection. It was the last day of Tausha's ovulation, and we used every bit of that energy. We hope you enjoy watching her ride, but not before she worships Trevor's cock.

We had a warm streak here in western Oregon at the beginning of this month, so I enjoyed 5 straight days of prepping our garden in the sunshine. Something is shifting in regards to my sexuality, it doesn't feel quite as accessible. I'm just riding that wave, trying to not write stories about it. Focusing on the garden calms my nervous system, and helps me feel like a goddess in a similar way sex does. When parts of you get shaky and unsure, returning to the mother makes the most sense to me. I hope you enjoy watching me exist in the way that feels best to me at this time. I hope to return to being my full self soon. Thank you for being here <3

Sometimes Trevor loves what he sees so much he grabs the camera and watches his cock slide in and out of me through the screen on his phone. This time though the phone keeps him from hammering as hard as he wants so he hands it to me and I get to watch through the phone as he fucks me and cums. Watching this man orgasm is one of my greatest pleasures, I am happy to share with all of you!

This video is similar to part one. It displays our pleasure mapping practice, except this time it is more focused on Trevor's pleasure as opposed to Tausha's in part one. These aren't flashy orgasm filled videos, but they are full of nuance and exploration which is a big part of our connection. We hope you enjoy friends.