State Your Desire, and Receive

We have been working towards freeing our perspective sexualities. Trevor's clouded with inherited traumas and societal programming and Tausha's hidden behind insidious abuse and attacks at her authentic sexual expression. We are working together through this problem and its complex and often heartbreaking. While fucking Tausha, Trevor has her read one of her slutty messages to a man she is contemplating fucking. In fact she had him over her and came on his hands and sucked his cock after this video was made, quite exhilarating but also has its pain points for Trevor. Sexual energy can be beautifully cultivated into acceptance and exploration and we are glad you are able to witness a part of our journey with us. We hope to continue this together and that someday we will be able to exist freely in our bodies in a broken society.

Trevor and I are taking some intentional space this month to re calibrate to ourselves, so we can come back together fuller versions of ourselves. We spend our last night at Crane Hot springs, and this was the beginning of our physical connection that evening. I love laying on Trevor's belly, and putting his soft, velvety cock in my mouth like a binky. It's very comforting, and often leads to a very intimate, and slow blowjob. My pussy was clenching, and it was getting unbearable to feel so empty, so I asked him to please let me cum on his cock, and that I did! Both Trevor and I may be making some solo videos over the next three weeks while I'm gone. We'd love to share those with you as they come as well! Thank you for being on this journey with us! Xo

We watched mainstream sex videos with a friend of ours, typically we don't watch a lot of conventional sex videos. By sharing our favorite videos with each other I was able to hear and see what Tausha really wanted to see in sex videos. Which was aesthetically pleasing to her. She likes to see up close as the dick slides in and out of the pussy. She likes to hear the sounds. She likes it when men talk and groan. She likes to hear the juices. So the next time we were fucking I decided to make the perfect video for her. We had been having a LOT of sex the few days prior. Literally milking my cock a drop or two at a time of cum. I've been experimenting with having orgasms without cumming which allows for zero refractory period for me. It's been an amazing journey with this woman. So for anyone curious this is the type of sex videos Tausha wants to watch, so we made one.

Driving down the Oregon Coast I was looking for a pull out for take a topless picture of Tausha with the Ocean in the background. It just so happened I picked one with a nice grassy spot over the guard rail that dipped down just a little bit. We took a sarong with us and laid in the grass. It took us awhile to find a spot that no one could see us but once we did it didn't take long for Tausha to put my cock in her mouth and begin sucking. Something about the possibility of being caught, the sun, the ocean breeze, and the amazing blowjob I was getting, made things not last very long! At the end of the video you see her hop on top and begin riding me, the camera wasn't at the best angle so we didn't get the big finish on tape, but you can fill in the blanks with your imagination....it didn't take long before I was filling her with cum!

Trevor and I attended a sensual gather this last weekend. It featured various sensory experiences with strangers, and clear boundary lists for each person. When I, personally, step into a sensual container, something in me wakes up. Like a combination of power, softness, and magnetism. I felt Trevor witness me in a way that has been out of reach for various reasons. Being witnessed, even for a moment, by Trevor certainly leads to eroticism for me. I love that charge. It's intoxicating. I hope you enjoy witnessing what that charge creates!

Tausha's birthday was yesterday! It was also the height of her ovulation, which is a birthday gift in and of itself. She expressed a desire to go to a glory hole for her birthday, but the timing of our dinner plans made that not the best idea...Tausha hates sucking cock right after she eats. We went to an upscale restaurant, and had the chef's tasting menu, which was delightful...good food turns Tausha on, she often calls it her main source of pleasure...(despite how many orgasms this woman has during sex...haha.) We ended the night tangled up in passion together, which (I guess) is Tausha's *second* most abundant source of pleasure (???) We hope you enjoy!

Trevor struggles to receive. On occasion though he will submit to simply receiving pleasure. This is a the tail end of a morning, start to finish blowjob. It's always a treat to get to taste his cum and attune to his pleasure. We hope you enjoy!

We started this morning off right. Trevor had to go to work, and I needed to feel the energy of his cock in my mouth. That feeling is such a powerful energy exchange. It's difficult for Trevor to lean into being the focus; the one who is receiving all the attention. He usually takes over, tosses me on my back, and owns my pussy. I was so happy he leaned into being spoiled because I have been craving the sweet taste of his cum. The release at the end has not kept either of us from being in a state of desire for the rest of the day...I can't wait to take his cock when he gets home.

Trevor and I had a little tiff this morning. We're both gaining the communication skills we didn't learn as children. After it had naturally settled -- which took way less time than the past (yay us!) Trevor followed me upstairs. I said "What's up?" and he said, "I just miss you." I smiled and tackled him on the bed. This is a major win for us! I love seeing the evidence of the work we're doing. The inner work is working! We hope you enjoy our make up sex! Much love!

This was the ending of a day full of connection. It was the last day of Tausha's ovulation, and we used every bit of that energy. We hope you enjoy watching her ride, but not before she worships Trevor's cock.