Six Orgasms Watching Our Videos

Trevor and I attended a sensual gather this last weekend. It featured various sensory experiences with strangers, and clear boundary lists for each person. When I, personally, step into a sensual container, something in me wakes up. Like a combination of power, softness, and magnetism. I felt Trevor witness me in a way that has been out of reach for various reasons. Being witnessed, even for a moment, by Trevor certainly leads to eroticism for me. I love that charge. It's intoxicating. I hope you enjoy witnessing what that charge creates!

Upon getting back from a week long trip, my first priority was reconnecting with Trevor. The way Trevor interfaced with my body was exactly what my system was asking for. The way he so tenderly introduced touch to my portal. The way he guided my body into climax with his fingers and cradled me after. The way his hands caressed my curves as his cock was resting in my portal. The way he flipped my over, putting pressure on my throat while using me for his pleasure...This man speaks my body's language, and I am full of gratitude to have access to this attunement. We hope you enjoy!

Trevor and I had a little tiff this morning. We're both gaining the communication skills we didn't learn as children. After it had naturally settled -- which took way less time than the past (yay us!) Trevor followed me upstairs. I said "What's up?" and he said, "I just miss you." I smiled and tackled him on the bed. This is a major win for us! I love seeing the evidence of the work we're doing. The inner work is working! We hope you enjoy our make up sex! Much love!

Tausha and I had a little alone time on a project I'm working on and we took advantage of it. She kept teasing and edging me with her perfect mouth. I wanted to cum 37 seconds into this video and she just kept at it. Watching her eagerness to please and her perfect attunement is something I feel very grateful to have in my life. She knows how to please me and I very much appreciate being able to share with her.

Trevor and I just spent three weeks apert. This is our reunion. If you’ve been following our journey, you know Trevor and I are in the middle of reconfiguring our relationship and figuring out what it looks like to let our dynamic change while still nurturing, protecting, and building on the rare, deeply attuned connection we share. There’s something so special about the way we attune to each other. The way we listen with our bodies. The way pleasure unfolds when we feel connected, present, and safe enough to let go. Trevor went down on me, and the entire thing stayed pleasurable. For me, clitoral pleasure usually flickers on and off. I have to keep finding my way back to the “on” until it grows. But lately, something new has been happening. The pleasure just stays. It builds slowly, steadily, beautifully, until it feels like a whole damn universe is being born inside me. Then he fucked my face...I know that every time he does that, he has to move through some shame and old blocks, and I’m so proud of him when he chooses to lean in anyway. There’s something deeply intimate about witnessing someone you love move through those edges and allow themselves to be seen a little more freely. And I fucking LOVE sucking his cock. The slurping, the moaning, feeling his body start to tremble and his breath change… knowing I’m part of what’s happening inside him. I love it. Then he finally glides his cock inside me. The relief. The familiarity. The feeling of finally being home...That comes with some heaviness for me at this time. I’m physically in limbo right now, navigating so much uncertainty about what home even looks like for me. So sharing these moments with Trevor has been an enormous emotional exhale for my system. A place where I can soften, feel, and just be. I’m incredibly grateful that, even as our relationship changes shape, we still get to share this kind of connection. At the end, I told him I wanted to ride him. He told me it wouldn’t last long. So naturally, I told him, “You better not come.” He immediately proceeded to fill me with his milk of the gods. I secretly LOVE it when he comes “too soon.” We’re figuring things out. We’re growing. We’re letting things change without pretending that what we’ve shared, and what we still share, isn’t extraordinary. We hope you enjoy this little glimpse into our reunion. And you better buckle up, because the rest of our journey is going to be EPIC.

Driving down the Oregon Coast I was looking for a pull out for take a topless picture of Tausha with the Ocean in the background. It just so happened I picked one with a nice grassy spot over the guard rail that dipped down just a little bit. We took a sarong with us and laid in the grass. It took us awhile to find a spot that no one could see us but once we did it didn't take long for Tausha to put my cock in her mouth and begin sucking. Something about the possibility of being caught, the sun, the ocean breeze, and the amazing blowjob I was getting, made things not last very long! At the end of the video you see her hop on top and begin riding me, the camera wasn't at the best angle so we didn't get the big finish on tape, but you can fill in the blanks with your imagination....it didn't take long before I was filling her with cum!

We started this morning off right. Trevor had to go to work, and I needed to feel the energy of his cock in my mouth. That feeling is such a powerful energy exchange. It's difficult for Trevor to lean into being the focus; the one who is receiving all the attention. He usually takes over, tosses me on my back, and owns my pussy. I was so happy he leaned into being spoiled because I have been craving the sweet taste of his cum. The release at the end has not kept either of us from being in a state of desire for the rest of the day...I can't wait to take his cock when he gets home.

We watched mainstream sex videos with a friend of ours, typically we don't watch a lot of conventional sex videos. By sharing our favorite videos with each other I was able to hear and see what Tausha really wanted to see in sex videos. Which was aesthetically pleasing to her. She likes to see up close as the dick slides in and out of the pussy. She likes to hear the sounds. She likes it when men talk and groan. She likes to hear the juices. So the next time we were fucking I decided to make the perfect video for her. We had been having a LOT of sex the few days prior. Literally milking my cock a drop or two at a time of cum. I've been experimenting with having orgasms without cumming which allows for zero refractory period for me. It's been an amazing journey with this woman. So for anyone curious this is the type of sex videos Tausha wants to watch, so we made one.

Disclaimer: Tausha had no idea the camera was on when this was filmed so this is her purely authentic reaction to being woken up with sex. Nighttime at times for us can be a push and pull of sorts. Sometimes I'm sleepy super early in the evening and Tausha is WIRED. So we don't always go to sleep at the same time. Tausha was feeling feisty so stayed downstairs, when I woke up to go pee around midnight I realized she wasn't in bed so I went to check on her. Sometimes her blood sugar can be a problem so I always check on her. When I peaked over the loft she was dead asleep, she snores and the whole nine yards. I decided to wake her up by licking her pussy, which from a dead sleep wound up being too overwhelming to be pleasurable. I was in a certain type of mood so it turned into rough sex through several orgasms while she was still sleepy. It was really fun to tell her afterwards that I got it on film, she was delighted.

Cuddles turned into a blow job, turned into a good old cuddle-fuck, turned into riding, turned into missionary, turned into a cream pie, turned into orgasms on Trevors fingers, turned into Trevor eating my pussy, turned into more fingers, turned into squirting, and finally circled back to cuddling. Classic rainy day.