Waking Tausha Up

The beginning and middle of this video is just me cleaning my shower. As I get into it, I start singing a bit. I used to sing a lot more, so I'm trying to embrace those opportunities. At the end, I give myself an illusive orgasm with Trevor's shower head. It took longer than usual because I'm standing. By the time my orgasm finished, I realized my hip was out of place, and had to collapse to the floor. This video is a peek into my every day life. Nothing too flashy, just duty being combined with pleasure. I hope you enjoy!

Trevor and I attended a sensual gather this last weekend. It featured various sensory experiences with strangers, and clear boundary lists for each person. When I, personally, step into a sensual container, something in me wakes up. Like a combination of power, softness, and magnetism. I felt Trevor witness me in a way that has been out of reach for various reasons. Being witnessed, even for a moment, by Trevor certainly leads to eroticism for me. I love that charge. It's intoxicating. I hope you enjoy witnessing what that charge creates!

Last night the pod had its first connective evening that was recorded! We decided to do massages with a hint of spice. An overall openness to sexual energy being shared. The ladies went first and the boys worked towards bringing their senses alive. Andi has been engaging in an active practice to increase the amount of time spent in what she calls 'middle space'. We focused on neutral and pleasurable touches without a huge emphasis on escalation. There was a spicy moment in the middle where Tausha and Andi are making out and grinding into each other. Seb and Trevor go front row seats as they watched Andis pussy grind on Tausha's thigh, they couldn't help but stroke their cock at that moment. Overall we feel it was a great introduction to what may evolve into a true four person flow. Something we have been interested in for awhile. Andi and Seb have started their own account to share the content they create together: find them at @FantasyErotica

It's been awhile since we have had the space in our busy lives in community to intentionally make a video. Trevor has been on a journey of understanding, seeking more pleasure and presence in his experience. According to him this is one of the best sessions we have had as far as how he was feeling in his body. His presence never waned and you can tell in how my body responds to him! We really enjoy our connection and we very much enjoy sharing it with all of you. Thank you for watching!

We have been working towards freeing our perspective sexualities. Trevor's clouded with inherited traumas and societal programming and Tausha's hidden behind insidious abuse and attacks at her authentic sexual expression. We are working together through this problem and its complex and often heartbreaking. While fucking Tausha, Trevor has her read one of her slutty messages to a man she is contemplating fucking. In fact she had him over her and came on his hands and sucked his cock after this video was made, quite exhilarating but also has its pain points for Trevor. Sexual energy can be beautifully cultivated into acceptance and exploration and we are glad you are able to witness a part of our journey with us. We hope to continue this together and that someday we will be able to exist freely in our bodies in a broken society.

Trevor was so close to cumming this entire time. He only allowed Tausha one orgasm, or he would be pushed over the edge.

Sometimes Trevor loves what he sees so much he grabs the camera and watches his cock slide in and out of me through the screen on his phone. This time though the phone keeps him from hammering as hard as he wants so he hands it to me and I get to watch through the phone as he fucks me and cums. Watching this man orgasm is one of my greatest pleasures, I am happy to share with all of you!

We had a warm streak here in western Oregon at the beginning of this month, so I enjoyed 5 straight days of prepping our garden in the sunshine. Something is shifting in regards to my sexuality, it doesn't feel quite as accessible. I'm just riding that wave, trying to not write stories about it. Focusing on the garden calms my nervous system, and helps me feel like a goddess in a similar way sex does. When parts of you get shaky and unsure, returning to the mother makes the most sense to me. I hope you enjoy watching me exist in the way that feels best to me at this time. I hope to return to being my full self soon. Thank you for being here <3

We have really enjoyed making and sharing these videos. Trevor decided to buy a few different camera mounting options. We love cuddle fucking but its hard to get a good angle. With this particular mount, mounted to the top of a window sill, we can get a birds eye view that's really fun and exciting. We hope to better the angle and lighting to really capture our connection. We love sharing our connection with you and hope you enjoy watching our EDS (Every Day Sex).

Tausha and I had a little alone time on a project I'm working on and we took advantage of it. She kept teasing and edging me with her perfect mouth. I wanted to cum 37 seconds into this video and she just kept at it. Watching her eagerness to please and her perfect attunement is something I feel very grateful to have in my life. She knows how to please me and I very much appreciate being able to share with her.