Mutual Surrender

Chronic illness is not represented enough in pleasure. In many ways it can exist as a barrier to feeling good, and at the same time, it teaches you how to truly feel the pleasurable moments in the body when they are there. This is an example of sensuality that is mundane, and mundane moments that become sensual in a body that is experiencing pain 🤎

One of my favorite ways to interact with my being while I'm fucking myself is to watch myself in the mirror. It takes you into a different kind of pleasure realm to witness yourself. To gaze upon your own yoni. To dress up for yourself. To salivate over your own movements and moans mirrored back to you 🥵 When I engage with my pleasure in this way, I always wonder why I don't bring a mirror out more often!✨🪞❤️‍🔥

Sensory deprivation is something that I find very arousing for many reasons. In this case, I found myself interested in it aesthetically at first, but the experience of it actually allowed me to tap into complete freedom. Not thinking about how any of it looked, just how it felt to be with my lovers body. There is a level of messiness you have to surrender to when you don't have access to your hands, and when your eyes are covered from any distraction - in that surrender I found a kind of sexual liberation I think about to this day ❣️ PS sorry about the camera angle in the beginning, it switches to POV midway 😉

Self pleasure is something that goes much deeper than just the end result of cumming ~ it's a way I create a sensual container for myself to be all that I am in any given moment. This mornings pleasure sesh included some stretching, sensual self touch, tending to pain in my neck and back, being slow, not expecting anything from my pussy, and a surprisingly wet orgasm💦 Not all orgasms are beautiful, and yet they are entirely compelling exactly as they are.

I had the most lovely morning with my husband enjoying a little coffee shop date before we stumbled into a hardware store where my little exhibitionistic self turned on! I kept teasing him and building desire until we got home. Once there, we immediately fell right into each other and reconnected after some time without sex. It was a special, sexy, sensual, rough, and soft time. There was even a playful moment of POV reverse cowgirl where I got to watch myself which I found very hot! 🔥

Inspired by the present moment & the holes in my neighbors fence (👀) I found myself journaling naked for a moment. It wasn't long before the sun had my body warm and open to a delightful self pleasure session in the middle of the day 🤍

If I could transport myself back in time to this bed in Hawaii with my love, I would in an instant! And I'd move the blanket out of the way while I'm at it 😜 This video is about as real as it gets from blankets covering my husbands cock to mid-sex panic about my butthole being touched! Lol. We are real human lovers and the laughter and connection in this video bring my heart a tremendous amount of joy and pleasure 🤍

A long wait turned into 3 hours of solo edging that brought me to right to the tipping point of spilling over into orgasm several times. I bring you up close with my pussy pulsing in the camera, and my body quivering into giggles of almost tipping over but catching myself, again and again, squeezing my legs to disperse the pleasure.

Part two of the video we filmed on my partners birthday 😉 lots of eye gazing, intimate lingering touch, connection, and juicy penetrative magic ✨

I was laying in the sun when my pussy started gushing with ovulatory fluid. When I felt how plump and needy my pussy was for my touch, I came inside to capture myself cumming and share it with you 😉