Mutual Surrender

Chronic illness is not represented enough in pleasure. In many ways it can exist as a barrier to feeling good, and at the same time, it teaches you how to truly feel the pleasurable moments in the body when they are there. This is an example of sensuality that is mundane, and mundane moments that become sensual in a body that is experiencing pain 🤎

Sensory deprivation is something that I find very arousing for many reasons. In this case, I found myself interested in it aesthetically at first, but the experience of it actually allowed me to tap into complete freedom. Not thinking about how any of it looked, just how it felt to be with my lovers body. There is a level of messiness you have to surrender to when you don't have access to your hands, and when your eyes are covered from any distraction - in that surrender I found a kind of sexual liberation I think about to this day ❣️ PS sorry about the camera angle in the beginning, it switches to POV midway 😉

This video has a little bit of everything on my lovers birthday: flirty connection, sensual touch, slow foreplay, playing with sex toys on each other, making love, fucking rough, and mutual orgasms. It was definitely a birthday to remember ✨✨✨

To me, my husband's cock is absolute perfection. The size, shape, proportions, texture...it is holy. And it is only right to worship something so holy with all my devotion 😉 This video is just him receiving plenty of sensory pleasure in the last 15 minutes of our stay at an Airbnb 💗

Sometimes there is tension in the body that can only be moved sexually. Times where someone has edged & teased you for as long as you can take before you reach your threshold and HAVE to cum. This moment was one of those for me. In the solitude of the evening, all flaws & grotesque desires covered in red light, I found myself writhing in desire that I couldn't contain anymore. I breathed and growled my way through the energy stuck in my body until it burst out of me all at once ❤️‍🔥🔥🏮😈🌚✨

I'm still fantasizing about how hot this sex was 🥵 My husband teases me about being able to move me however he wants, to which I beg for proof! He proceeds to fuck me so passionately and dominantly, bringing out moans I've never heard myself make through quivering breaths. Then he covers me in his beautiful silky cum 💦

In the mood for reconnection, I asked my partner to join me on a little drive while listening to a new album. In my inspired energy, I randomly wanted to suck his cock so I pulled over and got on my knees until he came in my mouth! My partner is not an exhibitionist like me, so this was an edge for him that I'm grateful he allowed himself to explore with me :)

This video has many of my favorite things: delicious make outs, deeply connected missionary, my husband commanding my presence with his dominance, gentle cock riding, and getting fucked so hard in doggy I have to stop to catch my breath and regroup🥵

For me, late luteal phase sex can be a process of slowly feeling into pleasure that sits just behind pain. Gently releasing into my lovers desire helped open me into my own pleasure one breath, moan, and giggle at a time ❤️

Hours of cuddling, music, soft sensual touch all culminated into this moment of passionate connective sex in the red light at midnight ❤️