Rough Sex & Playful Connection

If I could transport myself back in time to this bed in Hawaii with my love, I would in an instant! And I'd move the blanket out of the way while I'm at it 😜 This video is about as real as it gets from blankets covering my husbands cock to mid-sex panic about my butthole being touched! Lol. We are real human lovers and the laughter and connection in this video bring my heart a tremendous amount of joy and pleasure 🤍

Inspired by the present moment & the holes in my neighbors fence (👀) I found myself journaling naked for a moment. It wasn't long before the sun had my body warm and open to a delightful self pleasure session in the middle of the day 🤍

Part two of the video we filmed on my partners birthday 😉 lots of eye gazing, intimate lingering touch, connection, and juicy penetrative magic ✨

After 69ing for a while we decided to turn the camera on as we were in a particularly passionate rhythm. My husband continued to give me deep pleasure until I came, sucking and stroking his cock the entire time. The way he gently rubs my head and grounds me into my body as I come down from my orgasm is just as beautiful.

Sensory deprivation is something that I find very arousing for many reasons. In this case, I found myself interested in it aesthetically at first, but the experience of it actually allowed me to tap into complete freedom. Not thinking about how any of it looked, just how it felt to be with my lovers body. There is a level of messiness you have to surrender to when you don't have access to your hands, and when your eyes are covered from any distraction - in that surrender I found a kind of sexual liberation I think about to this day ❣️ PS sorry about the camera angle in the beginning, it switches to POV midway 😉

We were watching Stranger Things when I became very horny and needed my husbands cock in my pussy immediately! Riding him in reverse cowgirl so I could keep watching before we paused and I needed to concentrate 😉

In the mood for reconnection, I asked my partner to join me on a little drive while listening to a new album. In my inspired energy, I randomly wanted to suck his cock so I pulled over and got on my knees until he came in my mouth! My partner is not an exhibitionist like me, so this was an edge for him that I'm grateful he allowed himself to explore with me :)

My partner and I were in the middle of a very windy storm when I decided to light a candle and get back in bed. After a long passionate round of sex, he picked up the camera to capture me bringing him to climax ~ he was very expressive as I edged him until I was covered in his cum ❤️

Self pleasure is something that goes much deeper than just the end result of cumming ~ it's a way I create a sensual container for myself to be all that I am in any given moment. This mornings pleasure sesh included some stretching, sensual self touch, tending to pain in my neck and back, being slow, not expecting anything from my pussy, and a surprisingly wet orgasm💦 Not all orgasms are beautiful, and yet they are entirely compelling exactly as they are.

For me, late luteal phase sex can be a process of slowly feeling into pleasure that sits just behind pain. Gently releasing into my lovers desire helped open me into my own pleasure one breath, moan, and giggle at a time ❤️