A Shower Pleasure Meditation

We were watching Stranger Things when I became very horny and needed my husbands cock in my pussy immediately! Riding him in reverse cowgirl so I could keep watching before we paused and I needed to concentrate 😉

On a sunny beautiful spring day, I found myself horny and wanted to drop into some pleasure with myself. This video feels very vulnerable for me to share because it's me in my rawest form; unshowered, wild hair, unflattering positions, unshaven body hair...just to name a few things. But I feel deeply that real pleasure deserves as much space to be witnessed and eroticized as our self-pleasure sessions that are sexy and tempting and flattering from every angle. Just being in nature with myself is more than enough to turn me on, and that's the beauty reflected here 🤎

Inspired by the present moment & the holes in my neighbors fence (👀) I found myself journaling naked for a moment. It wasn't long before the sun had my body warm and open to a delightful self pleasure session in the middle of the day 🤍

One of my favorite ways to interact with my being while I'm fucking myself is to watch myself in the mirror. It takes you into a different kind of pleasure realm to witness yourself. To gaze upon your own yoni. To dress up for yourself. To salivate over your own movements and moans mirrored back to you 🥵 When I engage with my pleasure in this way, I always wonder why I don't bring a mirror out more often!✨🪞❤️‍🔥

Self pleasure is something that goes much deeper than just the end result of cumming ~ it's a way I create a sensual container for myself to be all that I am in any given moment. This mornings pleasure sesh included some stretching, sensual self touch, tending to pain in my neck and back, being slow, not expecting anything from my pussy, and a surprisingly wet orgasm💦 Not all orgasms are beautiful, and yet they are entirely compelling exactly as they are.

Sometimes there is tension in the body that can only be moved sexually. Times where someone has edged & teased you for as long as you can take before you reach your threshold and HAVE to cum. This moment was one of those for me. In the solitude of the evening, all flaws & grotesque desires covered in red light, I found myself writhing in desire that I couldn't contain anymore. I breathed and growled my way through the energy stuck in my body until it burst out of me all at once ❤️‍🔥🔥🏮😈🌚✨

Sensory deprivation is something that I find very arousing for many reasons. In this case, I found myself interested in it aesthetically at first, but the experience of it actually allowed me to tap into complete freedom. Not thinking about how any of it looked, just how it felt to be with my lovers body. There is a level of messiness you have to surrender to when you don't have access to your hands, and when your eyes are covered from any distraction - in that surrender I found a kind of sexual liberation I think about to this day ❣️ PS sorry about the camera angle in the beginning, it switches to POV midway 😉

Sometimes love challenges us, brings us to our knees, and requires our ego's to dissipate entirely. This video captures the passion we encountered after reconciling; finding our way back to the divine love that tethers us, connects us to bliss, and ultimately heals our hearts. One orgasm at a time 🤍

A slow and meandering beginning finding our rhythm making love in the woods is interrupted unexpectedly!

Pure devoted time to worshipping my husbands literally perfect cock! How am I so lucky to be the one with full access to praise, suck, slap, spit on, lick and taste his addictive cock? 🫠🫠 maybe we don't need to know, we can just observe the magic together!