Testing New Toys (pt. 3): The Tentacle

Horny as usual on my Saturday night alone and I wanted to use my double dildo to feel completely full. DP in real life is still just a fantasy for me, but I can do it on my own hands free with my suction base double penetration toy. I can’t usually orgasm without from anal penetration alone, so I had to break out the Wand. Too bad my holes are too tight and I couldn’t even get the smaller dildo back in my backdoor but that didn’t stop the pleasure.

It was warm enough to wear my new skort this weekend! It got cold again after…Spring is definitely coming, though. I decided to try to channel it further by putting on my skort again, pigtails & colourful ribbons, and my Lehrerboys rose t-shirt. <3

After the lube was washed off… Even though I really wanted to make Cinna orgasm with only my hands, he wanted something different. That night I would do anything to make Cinna feel pleasure in whatever way he wanted. Plus some days I crave to feel his cum in my mouth …the snuggles after are always worth it!

I decided to do some self care and get dressed up cute for fun, maybe reach out to a few of my FWBs to see if they’d want to come over since I was home alone. No such luck, but I didn’t want to waste the look so I kept the self-care going with my Lush 2 and my iPhone camera 😉

This video was actually our first that we made, I asked him to tie me down using my bed restraints and play with me to bring me to orgasm. He asked if he could use my toy…uh, duh! :) Leg restraints: 10/10 my thighs tend to get in the way of my orgasm sometimes Hand restraints: 5/10 not a fan, probably won’t see my hands restrained often.

I've been in edging forums lately and I am really loving being part of that community. It's sexy and horny & self control and loss of control - all at once, all things great. I thought I&#39;d try my hand at giving some (Jerk Off Instructions (JOI) to a long-distance edging buddy (LDEB). Instead of sending them porn or only moaning for their sake, I edged myself to an eventual orgasm. Along with the instructions, I sent my LDEB the pictures at the beginning of the video while giving them their JOI to help them reach their edge without sending them over it. With edging - for most, not all - the emphasis is not on the orgasm, but the built up pleasure experienced with the anticipation of orgasm. I made this video after day 6 of not cumming, and it was unreal! See for yourself. ;)

Let me tell you this was a long wank for me. I don’t know if it’s hormones or stress…but I have been struggling to orgasm completely for weeks. I thought “let’s put on the new collar/nipple rings and slap your clit around a bit”. And since I recently found this riding crop when I was decluttering, I figured I’d use it. I don’t know how much of it got left in, but I started fantasizing about orgasm control and start talking dirty to myself…Hehe

It’s a grey and rainy Sunday, so what else is there to do but watch daytime tv movies and masturbate? I was thinking about everyone I have met in the community or chatted with and it makes me so horny and grateful that I have an audience at all! Thank you, this one is created with those watching right now in mind!

I went on a cruise in December!!! With my grandmother…and we shared a room. This was one of the rare moments I had the cabin to myself, on the rainiest day of the trip, and I paid for internet access for the day 😏 so of course I masturbated twice. Once in the room and once on the balcony (not featured here)!

Watch Keke Kinks suck and fuck until the cat barges in and interrupts...sorry 😬