I Can't Sleep

Used 2 camera angles & was so happy with both POV I had to make a split screen. Kind of fun right? After some yummy sucking it was time for toy penetration.

Started testosterone therapy (female dosing) 6 years ago. It took my high sex drive from a want to a NEED! All of the extra blood flow down there is fabulous for sensitivity & she's definitely not hiding. Really enjoy playing with my clit when it's hard & swollen. This makes multiple orgasms so much easier. Quick little "snack" til later tonight

Cuddles & kissing on Wednesday night. Nothing fancy, just simple. He wants extra closeness now before the upcoming big weekend with our 3rd.

We just couldn't seem to stay dressed during this hotel stay. A little penetration play. So sorry this had to be muted, we didn't turn off our music!

Stayed in Laguna Beach for the weekend & this little balcony was perfect from some semi private play. So nice & warm outside too! Then some silly play time with bonus foot worship while getting dressed.

3rd day of mindful masturbation homework & this one was a little interesting. Since I tend to orgasm quickly, my intentions have been to slow down & build energy. More edging. Wanting anal stimulation today but without a plan. With the large dildo hanging out in there like a butt plug it got really intense internal pressure. I wanted pussy penetration too! Then it built up so much I couldn't cross over to full orgasm! A little frustrated but we got there in the end...wow. I'm definitely used to more movement in & out so this was challenging.

Sorry about the loud "ocean" sound machine, trying to cover the TV from outside the bedroom. Playing with my Sacred Squirter in the dark. Stimulation with that toy makes for so much ejaculate fluid. Didn't realize it had collected in the groove of the toy & was going to slowly drip on my leg. That's the fun part about rewatching video!

2 angles played back to back. In messaging our 3rd beforehand, I sent over a spicy photo of my butt in lace panties & he said he couldn't wait to eat my ass. It was certainly lovely, & greatly appreciated before some vigorous pounding. I want to note the "Real Life" moments that started to happen here. Hubby was getting in his head & it hit him extra hard that another man was fucking his wife. This started a cycle which shut down his excitement, leading to ED & furthering the thought of not being the one to take care of business. Even though we were all having fun, things started to turn here a bit & I could tell he was trying to separate himself.

It's a different animal when you have to self pleasure for homework sometimes. Today just wasn't quite feeling it & didn't feel a pull towards any specific sensations. Didn't film the movement before & relaxation after to make it 30 min session. Womanizer to orgasm & some standing penetration with glass toy. I was watching myself in a mirror but it's really no different than filming so didn't feel new to me.

Out hotel room was the top floor roof top, & had the cutest little balcony. Just enough room to spend some time outside getting hard & wet. Did anyone from the other rooms hear us?