Showin the Growin 3

This is a fairly old, but intimate video taken during the winter break of 2023. I wanted to be able exhibit my penis going from flaccid to hard, but in a compelling way to me to make it worth recording. So I decided it would be cool to also showcase the weight of it as it gets bigger, by dropping it down onto my mattress. The lighting isn't the best, but it's what we got. The reason I made this video is because, despite, never having been insecure about my penis size, especially not my flaccid penis size, I feel like the expectations of porn have given folks, women included, unrealistic expectations of what they're getting into if I were to take off my pants. I want to show how easy it is for me to go from flaccid to not flaccid, and how normal it should be to not be hard all the time despite my dick having a large final form. I hope you enjoy and it can be a learning opportunity for those who are less familiar with flaccid penises. Thank you.

As I was editing the first Showin the Growin, I wanted to do one that was mostly hands free and had much better lighting. There aren't many better lit places than hotel bathrooms, so I took advantage of my alone time and lighting to give another perspective on my penis going from flaccid to not flaccid. This video isn't on mute, but it's mostly quiet. I did this to focus on my body, but also to avoid any copyright concerns with the videos I was watching behind the camera to help me get aroused. I want this series to help normalize flaccid penises, states/stages of arousal, and help provoke thoughts of what contributes to our arousal. For me it was an interesting self study. I hope you enjoy.

This video is a little over a year old. It was recorded when I was feeling extra touch deprived and horny and I was going through some things emotionally about depending on others for my pleasure. The dependency wasn't as strong as the desire to have company, and that desire going unfulfilled made me depressed. Those feelings still come up every now and then, but I'm getting to a place where if someone would like to join me, I'd happily have them. But until then, my pleasure isn't waiting for anyone. My exhibitionist journey as a whole is an indication of that. I call my masturbation "touchy feely time". In this video I do not show myself cumminig. I actually don't record cumshots at all. Sorrynotsorry to disappoint. But if you like lookin at a nice dick with a lil commentary, this is the vid for you.

This was shot on a trip by myself where I stayed in a hotel, but was super horny. I didn't have anyone to keep me company and didn't even have a sex toy, so I went to Spencer's at the nearby mall, and bought myself a stroker toy to give my hands a break. It was hard to decide what toy to get that would fit in my budget and would fit my size because there wasn't much detailed info on the boxes. But I got the one marketed as "large". You can see from the first still (which is not from the video, but taken beforehand) the difference in size between myself and the toy. This is my first video on mlnp and I'm very excited about it. I felt beautiful and proud editing this video and I hope you enjoy should you decide to rent. Thank you.