Reconnecting in Bliss

We had a warm streak here in western Oregon at the beginning of this month, so I enjoyed 5 straight days of prepping our garden in the sunshine. Something is shifting in regards to my sexuality, it doesn't feel quite as accessible. I'm just riding that wave, trying to not write stories about it. Focusing on the garden calms my nervous system, and helps me feel like a goddess in a similar way sex does. When parts of you get shaky and unsure, returning to the mother makes the most sense to me. I hope you enjoy watching me exist in the way that feels best to me at this time. I hope to return to being my full self soon. Thank you for being here <3

Trevor and I had a little tiff this morning. We're both gaining the communication skills we didn't learn as children. After it had naturally settled -- which took way less time than the past (yay us!) Trevor followed me upstairs. I said "What's up?" and he said, "I just miss you." I smiled and tackled him on the bed. This is a major win for us! I love seeing the evidence of the work we're doing. The inner work is working! We hope you enjoy our make up sex! Much love!

It had been awhile since we had a hot tub on the porch. Rarely are we alone on the property so we decided to set up a camera and see what happened. Something about the porch and its natural surroundings brings a sense of presence to our experience and for us presence usually flows into connection naturally. An interesting note about this video is this is the last time we connected sexually before Trevor broke his left arm in a side by side accident. For some reason he decided to bring me to orgasm with his left hand, which is very rare. Divine timing? Hard to say but now he's got some rehabilitation to do before we can make part two of this video. Love y'all thank you for being a part of our journey.

It's not very often Tausha and I use toys in the bedroom. Recently we have been fantasizing about bringing another man into the bedroom with us. The man Tausha currently has her eye on has a very large member. So in this video we play a bit with the big dildo along with other toys. We do some DP'ing with toys as well as our general flow of pleasure. This is probably the most we have ever played with toys in our sexual relationship. It did inspire us to visit a local sex shop and get an extremely realistic dildo that's a bit smaller. We hope you enjoy friends!

Tausha and I have been exploring the world of kink. Although our connection is strong and palpable our more creative side sexually is relatively undiscovered. Alchemizing emotional pain using physical pain has always been an interesting idea. Recently I was topped by a experienced person and began to see the potential of the craft. This is relatively new in our journey. How much pain am I willing to inflict on Tausha? How much pain is she willing to take? Watch as we discover this together ultimately succumbing to pleasure instead.

This was the ending of a day full of connection. It was the last day of Tausha's ovulation, and we used every bit of that energy. We hope you enjoy watching her ride, but not before she worships Trevor's cock.

Trevor and I have had a hard month. Both of us have been craving what it feels like to be fully connected. We have identified that space as the best feeling in the world, but can't force it. Last night, our patience, perseverance, and hard work paid off. We entered the blissful space of gratefulness, appreciation, and honor...which led to worship. Seeing and treating one another like the gifts that we are and will continue to be. This is a beautiful exchange. I enthusiastically suck his cock, until I can't stand the feeling of my empty, wet pussy any longer, and hop on for a ride. I ride him until he needs to take over, and finally receive his pulsing, intense orgasm. I took a moment to have one more orgasm on his softening cock...but it doesn't end there. This beautiful man proceeds to worship my pussy, using his skilled hands and tongue. I am a lucky lady. The aftercare and feeling of closeness is also captured, and may be the best part. We hope you enjoy!

Tausha and I have been going through a series of ups and downs in our relationship over the past few years. Sexually, we've always had a strong connection, and we've maintained that in a way that has felt good and powerful. We're happy to share that with you. We've also developed a kind of fear-based culture within our relationship, and that's something we're looking to shed. To do that, we're taking some radical action: creating space and doing what we think is right so Tausha can rediscover, and Trevor can discover, what our authenticity and natural expression look like. This video was taken right before we took some meaningful, significant space from one another. It really shows the connection and the love we share, and the love we've shared with you over the past few years. We're happy to share this video with you. We don't know what the future looks like, but we both want to stay in connection and let that ripple out into the world. MLNP has been a big part of that, so thank you.

Tausha's birthday was yesterday! It was also the height of her ovulation, which is a birthday gift in and of itself. She expressed a desire to go to a glory hole for her birthday, but the timing of our dinner plans made that not the best idea...Tausha hates sucking cock right after she eats. We went to an upscale restaurant, and had the chef's tasting menu, which was delightful...good food turns Tausha on, she often calls it her main source of pleasure...(despite how many orgasms this woman has during sex...haha.) We ended the night tangled up in passion together, which (I guess) is Tausha's *second* most abundant source of pleasure (???) We hope you enjoy!

Trevor and I attended a sensual gather this last weekend. It featured various sensory experiences with strangers, and clear boundary lists for each person. When I, personally, step into a sensual container, something in me wakes up. Like a combination of power, softness, and magnetism. I felt Trevor witness me in a way that has been out of reach for various reasons. Being witnessed, even for a moment, by Trevor certainly leads to eroticism for me. I love that charge. It's intoxicating. I hope you enjoy witnessing what that charge creates!