My Ovulating Portal Needs Attention

Trevor and I attended a sensual gather this last weekend. It featured various sensory experiences with strangers, and clear boundary lists for each person. When I, personally, step into a sensual container, something in me wakes up. Like a combination of power, softness, and magnetism. I felt Trevor witness me in a way that has been out of reach for various reasons. Being witnessed, even for a moment, by Trevor certainly leads to eroticism for me. I love that charge. It's intoxicating. I hope you enjoy witnessing what that charge creates!

Upon getting back from a week long trip, my first priority was reconnecting with Trevor. The way Trevor interfaced with my body was exactly what my system was asking for. The way he so tenderly introduced touch to my portal. The way he guided my body into climax with his fingers and cradled me after. The way his hands caressed my curves as his cock was resting in my portal. The way he flipped my over, putting pressure on my throat while using me for his pleasure...This man speaks my body's language, and I am full of gratitude to have access to this attunement. We hope you enjoy!

Tausha and I have never struggled to find flow in our sex lives. It's been rather effortless leading each other into pleasure. Rewatching this video, it's hard to imagine such eas in any other setting. Tausha reconnected with an old flamerecently who has been integrating into our sexual flow rather seamlessly. It's been interesting to see how that flow transforms and morphs with additional energies in the mix. We will be sharing soon!

Trevor and I just spent three weeks apert. This is our reunion. If you’ve been following our journey, you know Trevor and I are in the middle of reconfiguring our relationship and figuring out what it looks like to let our dynamic change while still nurturing, protecting, and building on the rare, deeply attuned connection we share. There’s something so special about the way we attune to each other. The way we listen with our bodies. The way pleasure unfolds when we feel connected, present, and safe enough to let go. Trevor went down on me, and the entire thing stayed pleasurable. For me, clitoral pleasure usually flickers on and off. I have to keep finding my way back to the “on” until it grows. But lately, something new has been happening. The pleasure just stays. It builds slowly, steadily, beautifully, until it feels like a whole damn universe is being born inside me. Then he fucked my face...I know that every time he does that, he has to move through some shame and old blocks, and I’m so proud of him when he chooses to lean in anyway. There’s something deeply intimate about witnessing someone you love move through those edges and allow themselves to be seen a little more freely. And I fucking LOVE sucking his cock. The slurping, the moaning, feeling his body start to tremble and his breath change… knowing I’m part of what’s happening inside him. I love it. Then he finally glides his cock inside me. The relief. The familiarity. The feeling of finally being home...That comes with some heaviness for me at this time. I’m physically in limbo right now, navigating so much uncertainty about what home even looks like for me. So sharing these moments with Trevor has been an enormous emotional exhale for my system. A place where I can soften, feel, and just be. I’m incredibly grateful that, even as our relationship changes shape, we still get to share this kind of connection. At the end, I told him I wanted to ride him. He told me it wouldn’t last long. So naturally, I told him, “You better not come.” He immediately proceeded to fill me with his milk of the gods. I secretly LOVE it when he comes “too soon.” We’re figuring things out. We’re growing. We’re letting things change without pretending that what we’ve shared, and what we still share, isn’t extraordinary. We hope you enjoy this little glimpse into our reunion. And you better buckle up, because the rest of our journey is going to be EPIC.

We watched mainstream sex videos with a friend of ours, typically we don't watch a lot of conventional sex videos. By sharing our favorite videos with each other I was able to hear and see what Tausha really wanted to see in sex videos. Which was aesthetically pleasing to her. She likes to see up close as the dick slides in and out of the pussy. She likes to hear the sounds. She likes it when men talk and groan. She likes to hear the juices. So the next time we were fucking I decided to make the perfect video for her. We had been having a LOT of sex the few days prior. Literally milking my cock a drop or two at a time of cum. I've been experimenting with having orgasms without cumming which allows for zero refractory period for me. It's been an amazing journey with this woman. So for anyone curious this is the type of sex videos Tausha wants to watch, so we made one.

Tausha ovulates with the full moon-and during this time, her desire is insatiable. We captured one of the three intimate sessions we shared that day. Trev treats this time with deep reverance, often carving out what we call our "day of worship." Watch as he attunes to my body, giving me exactly what I crave. As I continue to heal from past abuse and shame, I'm discovering hunger for something more - though I'm still uncovering what that truly means. I hope you feel the depth and honesty in this expression of us.

Tausha and I have been going through a series of ups and downs in our relationship over the past few years. Sexually, we've always had a strong connection, and we've maintained that in a way that has felt good and powerful. We're happy to share that with you. We've also developed a kind of fear-based culture within our relationship, and that's something we're looking to shed. To do that, we're taking some radical action: creating space and doing what we think is right so Tausha can rediscover, and Trevor can discover, what our authenticity and natural expression look like. This video was taken right before we took some meaningful, significant space from one another. It really shows the connection and the love we share, and the love we've shared with you over the past few years. We're happy to share this video with you. We don't know what the future looks like, but we both want to stay in connection and let that ripple out into the world. MLNP has been a big part of that, so thank you.

Tausha and I decided to visit a local nudist/play place that is public. We had only been there once before dark and didn't do much exploring. I have wanted to make a video by the river this summer and this is the perfect place. Once we found a good spot to make the video we skipped some rocks and settled in. Almost immediately we had onlookers, mostly men masturbating in the bushes. We had some brief conversations with them about their experiences there, they were obviously eager to join but our intention was to share our flow with MLNP. While we were making love it was lightly raining, each drop adding to the sensation of grounding and attuning to each others bodies. At times it was hard for me to be in my body with the onlookers and the new surroundings. Eventually we found our flow and because of the novelty it was immediately hard for me not to cum. Tausha surrounded my face with her hair and created a little cocoon that blocked the distractions out. Then I was in it, feeling her pussy engulfing my cock. Feeling how badly she wanted to cum. Once I was in my sexual energy, as often happens, I got incredibly open and asked Tausha if she wanted to fuck one of the onlookers, at that point no longer worrying about making a shareable video, it would have been for me to watch lately. There was no one there she wanted to share with in that way which was perfectly acceptable. She came a few times and then her hip had a cramp which was hilarious. We tried to keep the flow but naturally fell out of it. I was feeling like being a showboat so I gave her a few clit orgasms for the onlookers. Afterwards I asked our closest onlooker how it was and replied "Good" and left, such a peculiar interaction! We very much enjoyed making this video and hope you enjoy watching.

We recently took a trip to Hawaii. It was such a healing and wonderful experience, we spent most of it at a nude beach. Everything there is so deeply satiating. We found ourselves finally alone in the room and had to release some energy. The sun was shining, the birds were singing, and pleasure was experienced. We hope you enjoy.

This was the end of a very exciting and succesful day at our local dunes. Trevor mobbed up to the lookout that overlooks the main entrance trail into the dunes, put her in park, and I knew exactly what was happening. I knew he wanted my mouth on his cock. God, i wish y'all could somehow see what I do with my tongue while I'm worshipping Trevor's cock, listening to him moan...I hope your mind can fill in those blanks. Enjoy!