Reuniting in Our Divinity

In the past I have struggled with my mind body connection (I came too quick). When I started having sex with Tausha I was able to unwrite some of the anxiety that came with cumming too quickly. I learned that actually by leaning into my pleasure and accepting it, I then had more control. Many factors go into that. During this video though we hadn't had sex in a day and a half, which is a long time for us. Some tension had been building up between us. It's also extra exciting knowing that you are being filmed and people are going to see it. Anyways from the MOMENT I stuck my cock in Tausha I knew it wasn't going to last long. I could have came immediately. Instead I watched my cock slowly slide in and out of her wet folds. Feeling every inch of her as I slid in and out. Breathing deeply into the head of my cock. Tausha isn't used to this so eventually she rolled me over and had her way with me until I exploded. There is a section we had to cut out. Tausha is diabetic, and her blood sugar alarm went off. It is probably one of the most jarring sounds ever.

Tausha and I have been going through a series of ups and downs in our relationship over the past few years. Sexually, we've always had a strong connection, and we've maintained that in a way that has felt good and powerful. We're happy to share that with you. We've also developed a kind of fear-based culture within our relationship, and that's something we're looking to shed. To do that, we're taking some radical action: creating space and doing what we think is right so Tausha can rediscover, and Trevor can discover, what our authenticity and natural expression look like. This video was taken right before we took some meaningful, significant space from one another. It really shows the connection and the love we share, and the love we've shared with you over the past few years. We're happy to share this video with you. We don't know what the future looks like, but we both want to stay in connection and let that ripple out into the world. MLNP has been a big part of that, so thank you.

We have been working towards freeing our perspective sexualities. Trevor's clouded with inherited traumas and societal programming and Tausha's hidden behind insidious abuse and attacks at her authentic sexual expression. We are working together through this problem and its complex and often heartbreaking. While fucking Tausha, Trevor has her read one of her slutty messages to a man she is contemplating fucking. In fact she had him over her and came on his hands and sucked his cock after this video was made, quite exhilarating but also has its pain points for Trevor. Sexual energy can be beautifully cultivated into acceptance and exploration and we are glad you are able to witness a part of our journey with us. We hope to continue this together and that someday we will be able to exist freely in our bodies in a broken society.

I'm ovulating, which means I need endless sex. Since we don't live in a world where we have a line of men out the door to serve us, I took care of myself today when Trevor wasn't available. I usually have porn playing, because the audio really turns me on. So I decided to watch my favorite videos of Trevor and I. "Our Favorite Video Ever," "True Flow and Connection in the Forest," and "Milked By a Cowgirl." Trevor's breath, moans and sounds reverberate through my body, even just imagining them. It was fun cumming at the same time as myself. Usually when I self pleasure, I just give myself one orgasm...but today, I needed more. I was done after six, and gave my pussy a nice hug after, thanking her for being a source of pleasure. I hope you enjoy!

This is us on a regular day. No plan or fancy setup...just a real desire to connect and the beautiful rhythm we fall into together. My favorite moment is when he flips me over and claims my pussy from behind. God, I'm very fond of feeling claimed. We hope you enjoy being a witness to our connection!

Tausha ovulates with the full moon-and during this time, her desire is insatiable. We captured one of the three intimate sessions we shared that day. Trev treats this time with deep reverance, often carving out what we call our "day of worship." Watch as he attunes to my body, giving me exactly what I crave. As I continue to heal from past abuse and shame, I'm discovering hunger for something more - though I'm still uncovering what that truly means. I hope you feel the depth and honesty in this expression of us.

Trevor and I attended a sensual gather this last weekend. It featured various sensory experiences with strangers, and clear boundary lists for each person. When I, personally, step into a sensual container, something in me wakes up. Like a combination of power, softness, and magnetism. I felt Trevor witness me in a way that has been out of reach for various reasons. Being witnessed, even for a moment, by Trevor certainly leads to eroticism for me. I love that charge. It's intoxicating. I hope you enjoy witnessing what that charge creates!

We recently have been talking with the other half of our polycule about increasing intimacy between the four of us and possibly filming some content to share with all of you. This weekend we got a sitter and had the intention of setting aside some time for filming whatever flow came up between the four of us. Saturday night we decided to all go to dinner and had some good laughs, of course Tausha was being her embodied self and whipped her tit out in the restaurant. We had some good laughs and good fun that evening but everyone was tired by the time we got home so we retired to our perspective sleeping quarters. Sunday, as fate would have it, Andi got sick so the escalation hasn't happened yet. Tausha and I decided to have what we call a 'sex day'. Which is essentially just being lazy with an emphasis on connecting sexually, its one of my favorite ways to pass time. Tausha wanted to film some more POV which at times can be challenging for me to hold the camera and focus on both of our pleasure. We decided to set the camera up on a small tripod that we could just grab rather close to the bed. There is a window behind the camera so the lighting is great. Experiencing Tausha's flow is a real pleasure. She is something of a sexual genius, the video almost ended in the first three minutes, the way she was sucking and stroking my cock was perfect and quickly escalated me to the 7-9 range. After that she rode me in front of the camera for awhile for some amazing pulsing orgasms. My cock was extremely sensitive and was also pulsing and spurting small amounts of cum, you can definitely see the pulsing in the video. After that Tausha grabbed the camera for POV and when my cock slipped out she started rubbing her wet pussy on it and stroking it like it was her cock. We have never done that before and it was kind of cute and silly. Tausha has always said she wishes she could have a cock for a day and the way she was stroking it she seemed like a pro! We hope you enjoy the video and the flow we created and be sure to follow for some possible polycule content in the future.

It had been awhile since we had a hot tub on the porch. Rarely are we alone on the property so we decided to set up a camera and see what happened. Something about the porch and its natural surroundings brings a sense of presence to our experience and for us presence usually flows into connection naturally. An interesting note about this video is this is the last time we connected sexually before Trevor broke his left arm in a side by side accident. For some reason he decided to bring me to orgasm with his left hand, which is very rare. Divine timing? Hard to say but now he's got some rehabilitation to do before we can make part two of this video. Love y'all thank you for being a part of our journey.

Today was the height of Tausha's ovulation cycle, and shared that she wanted to use her vibrating butt plug. She has never used a butt plug for intercourse, so was really looking forward to how the vibration would affect Trevor's pleasure as well. Well...the butt plug was dead, so the full range of what she was hoping for is yet to be explored, but damn, her little pussy was so much tighter, which we didn't think was possible. Tausha had been teasing Trevor all day, not allowing him to cum. The extra tightness coupled with this being the sixth time they had sex that day, Trevor came as soon as he entered the cadence of fucking Tausha's pussy was asking for. The orgasm they share together at the end is extremely powerful. Tausha is convinced that power creates worlds.