We started a leisure-filled morning...

Growing up in a Christian conservative household greatly impacted my view of masturbation and sex in general. There was no education about self-love because it fell in the category of “it is wrong, don’t do it”. And so I am just now as an adult, married woman, starting to understand the importance of taking this time for me- not only to understand what is enjoyable and brings me pleasure in sex, but to prioritize my time for this activity that is 100% about me. I am beginning to work through my past to help my present and my future and a big piece of that is saying yes to self-love on a regular basis. And this morning, I invited Andre to do a little filming...He gave me this toy for Valentine’s Day last year and I am just now starting to use it by myself. Last year’s V-Day gift vibe has never been used by itself. Now that’s changing.

This was a tough one for me to even consider filming. It was a huge first step in offering personal vulnerabilities in filming a solo video. It's one thing to film with your lover, but it's another thing to film solo. All the attention would be on me. With an overarching sense of nervousness, it was mentally hard to get things... well hard. So I started going through some sexy moment's in my head. Memories that get me going, and the shyness went away, and the pleasure started. Enjoy my mental game.

We finally got away for a romantic weekend together, and this time we chose New York City as our destination. We started off the weekend with an amazing visit to the Museum of Sex. Later in the evening, we dined at a friend's restaurant, savoring delicious food and great company. The following day, we had the incredible opportunity to meet Cindy Gallop, the founder of MakeLoveNotPorn, in person! After spending time with her, we couldn't resist breaking a bit of dry spell of filming our real-world sexual experiences. Thankfully, Andre always carries a camera or two with him, so we had some equipment available to capture some beautiful moments. It was incredibly hot and a lot of fun. Witness us enjoying each other and turning up the heat. Cheers!

This is our first video. Well, the first video we are going to publicly share, that is. We have been married for 13 years, and we were both virgins when we got married. We would love to say that we blissfully enjoyed all these years of physical relationship with each other, but the truth is, we are just now coming into our own sexually. Both of us were brought up in very religious homes, there was just a lot of sexual repression due to the "sin" associated with most sexual acts, apart from sex inside of marriage. The true sexual awakening for both of us has been happening over the last couple of years. We are finding new ways to engage each other, while figuring out new expectations for what a truly free and healthy relationship looks like from a sexual perspective. We don't always arrive at the same outcome, but the good news is that we are giving each other space to discover our truest sexual selves, and we both feel great about it. So being apart of this community for us represents a piece of that exploration, so we hope you enjoy being part of the journey.

We decided it was time for a mattress upgrade and as everyone knows, once you get a new bed, you have to test out its capabilities. We turned our at-home lunch break into a little quality time in the bedroom. The results are in- the bed is great, but even more so is our enjoyment of each other. Even with all of our flaws, we love the silly, quirky and sexy moments that attribute to our life together. We hope you enjoy our first time making love in the new bed.

A little cinematic video that involves a personal gift of custom written erotica. Thanks to our talented friend who writes the steamiest stories just for Lynn based around Lynn's fantasies. Lynn reads it and starts down her masturbation pleasure.

A Christmas gift of winter gear prompted me to try the pieces on for Andre. Always a fun surprise to be naked underneath. Enjoy a winter evening with us, where blankets are soft and dicks are hard and where silly moments can also be sweet and sensual.

An afternoon moment where we had uninterrupted time and new phones to test out the video quality- sold! Enjoy a POV look at sexy time with Andre and Lynn. Yes, there are the typical mishaps that happen during our sex (always with the batteries on the vibrators!), but this video gives a little glimpse of our more lighthearted sexual side, with a little less pressure than the usual production of all of the cameras. And bonus- we got a great view from our full length mirror while we did it!

Andre was on a call and I was feeling horny. I decided to have a little fun time by myself. I needed a position change, so I scooted into the sunroom and Andre discovered me there. He added a helping hand and it was so delicious.

Sometimes you have the perfect trip planned out- a true romantic weekend getaway. It’s amazing how in an instant, all of that can go away with a handful of comments between the two of us. We were silent the entire drive there, silent checking into our hotel, silent at dinner, minus the handful of tears. So much for the perfect romantic weekend. But Lynn and I have been together for a very long time. 19 years. So we know how to talk things through. We forgave each other and made up. Then we MADE UP. We wore each other out emotionally, so our romp had an over night break. Witness the softness of our make up, and the subtle touches and sudden orgasms.