A Christmas Gift

This was a tough one for me to even consider filming. It was a huge first step in offering personal vulnerabilities in filming a solo video. It's one thing to film with your lover, but it's another thing to film solo. All the attention would be on me. With an overarching sense of nervousness, it was mentally hard to get things... well hard. So I started going through some sexy moment's in my head. Memories that get me going, and the shyness went away, and the pleasure started. Enjoy my mental game.

Getaway Surprise Andre decided to surprise me with an evening in our city- our favorite hotel, dinner at our favorite spot and the symphony! He arranged childcare for the kiddo and whisked me away to an evening with just the two of us- a sweet and thoughtful romantic gesture that we both needed! Life gets so busy so often and sometimes we just need those moments alone to sit and reflect and laugh and enjoy a beautiful evening of delicious food, tasty drinks, music and one another! The getaway was pretty special. And he thought to bring some camera equipment just in case the mood hit, which it did! Something about that perfect light in this fancy hotel, the amazing bed and two naked humans who are genuinely in love with each other made for a great love session. We don’t have that perfect rom-com love where there is no fighting or frustrations, but our love allows us to be imperfect and yet have moments where we are just there for each other, taking the time to enjoy one another in the best ways.

One of the benefits of being part of such a great website like MakeLoveNotPorn is that we get paid a fair portion from every rental. We got paid and used the money to get a swanky hotel in our city for carefree time together. And while in this extra sexy room, why not make another couple videos? This is the first of two parts of our wonderful, carefree time together that didn’t have the time restraints of everyday life. Sex without pressure. We love being apart of this community that encourages us to celebrate one of the more beautiful aspects of life! Thanks MLNP for making this possible!

We finally got away for a romantic weekend together, and this time we chose New York City as our destination. We started off the weekend with an amazing visit to the Museum of Sex. Later in the evening, we dined at a friend's restaurant, savoring delicious food and great company. The following day, we had the incredible opportunity to meet Cindy Gallop, the founder of MakeLoveNotPorn, in person! After spending time with her, we couldn't resist breaking a bit of dry spell of filming our real-world sexual experiences. Thankfully, Andre always carries a camera or two with him, so we had some equipment available to capture some beautiful moments. It was incredibly hot and a lot of fun. Witness us enjoying each other and turning up the heat. Cheers!

Bathed in the pink glow, Andre and I set out to capture a Valentine’s Day moment. It ended up not going perfectly, as sometimes happens with sex, and we ended up being slow to get this one published, but we are excited to share our sweet time together- my favorite way to orgasm- being fingered- with Andre caressing and loving me in the ways that make my skin tingle and my heart melt.

Andre was on a call and I was feeling horny. I decided to have a little fun time by myself. I needed a position change, so I scooted into the sunroom and Andre discovered me there. He added a helping hand and it was so delicious.

We decided it was time for a mattress upgrade and as everyone knows, once you get a new bed, you have to test out its capabilities. We turned our at-home lunch break into a little quality time in the bedroom. The results are in- the bed is great, but even more so is our enjoyment of each other. Even with all of our flaws, we love the silly, quirky and sexy moments that attribute to our life together. We hope you enjoy our first time making love in the new bed.

Sometimes you have the perfect trip planned out- a true romantic weekend getaway. It’s amazing how in an instant, all of that can go away with a handful of comments between the two of us. We were silent the entire drive there, silent checking into our hotel, silent at dinner, minus the handful of tears. So much for the perfect romantic weekend. But Lynn and I have been together for a very long time. 19 years. So we know how to talk things through. We forgave each other and made up. Then we MADE UP. We wore each other out emotionally, so our romp had an over night break. Witness the softness of our make up, and the subtle touches and sudden orgasms.

This is our first video. Well, the first video we are going to publicly share, that is. We have been married for 13 years, and we were both virgins when we got married. We would love to say that we blissfully enjoyed all these years of physical relationship with each other, but the truth is, we are just now coming into our own sexually. Both of us were brought up in very religious homes, there was just a lot of sexual repression due to the "sin" associated with most sexual acts, apart from sex inside of marriage. The true sexual awakening for both of us has been happening over the last couple of years. We are finding new ways to engage each other, while figuring out new expectations for what a truly free and healthy relationship looks like from a sexual perspective. We don't always arrive at the same outcome, but the good news is that we are giving each other space to discover our truest sexual selves, and we both feel great about it. So being apart of this community for us represents a piece of that exploration, so we hope you enjoy being part of the journey.

Andre has been traveling for work quite a bit and he and I have been working on staying connected while we are physically apart. It is a challenge to say the least, especially when the days are long for both of us, living and working in separate cities. Technology certainly helps and we have found that masterbating over FaceTime has been a fun and sexy way for us to have some intimacy while he is on the road. This particular day, I woke up early and was horny. I knew that we were going to make space and time for each other later in the day, but I thought it would be fun to go ahead and send Andre a few sexy videos to wake up to… so i grabbed the phone, a tripod and let my fingers do the rest. It certainly started the day off right for me and I think it did for Andre too.