Milked by the Cowgirl

I'm reminiscing on how I used to love masturbation. I couldn't wait to get that time alone to myself. Nowadays, it leaves me a little frustrated. Trevor focuses a lot on my pleasure, and is damn good at it too. I came across this old video, enjoying myself. That pulse is sure addicting.

We have been working towards freeing our perspective sexualities. Trevor's clouded with inherited traumas and societal programming and Tausha's hidden behind insidious abuse and attacks at her authentic sexual expression. We are working together through this problem and its complex and often heartbreaking. While fucking Tausha, Trevor has her read one of her slutty messages to a man she is contemplating fucking. In fact she had him over her and came on his hands and sucked his cock after this video was made, quite exhilarating but also has its pain points for Trevor. Sexual energy can be beautifully cultivated into acceptance and exploration and we are glad you are able to witness a part of our journey with us. We hope to continue this together and that someday we will be able to exist freely in our bodies in a broken society.

We had a warm streak here in western Oregon at the beginning of this month, so I enjoyed 5 straight days of prepping our garden in the sunshine. Something is shifting in regards to my sexuality, it doesn't feel quite as accessible. I'm just riding that wave, trying to not write stories about it. Focusing on the garden calms my nervous system, and helps me feel like a goddess in a similar way sex does. When parts of you get shaky and unsure, returning to the mother makes the most sense to me. I hope you enjoy watching me exist in the way that feels best to me at this time. I hope to return to being my full self soon. Thank you for being here <3

Recently we went on a business trip with some clients. We had hoped to book some secluded rooms but due to low water levels on the river and a miscommunication with our booking agent we were stuck in a crappy hotel room the first night a lodge the second night with shared walls on both sides (the video we made in the lodge had a baby laughing and playing in the next room that you could hear so we won't be uploading that video). This video is a good example of us making the best of an imperfect situation. We were both a bit disappointed by the circumstances but as always once we were alone we were quickly able to sync into our bodies and flow. We hope you enjoy watching as we dismantle the resistances in our nervous systems and focus on making a connection and a memory. As always thank you so much for your support and views, it means a lot to us!

Trevor was so close to cumming this entire time. He only allowed Tausha one orgasm, or he would be pushed over the edge.

It had been awhile since we had a hot tub on the porch. Rarely are we alone on the property so we decided to set up a camera and see what happened. Something about the porch and its natural surroundings brings a sense of presence to our experience and for us presence usually flows into connection naturally. An interesting note about this video is this is the last time we connected sexually before Trevor broke his left arm in a side by side accident. For some reason he decided to bring me to orgasm with his left hand, which is very rare. Divine timing? Hard to say but now he's got some rehabilitation to do before we can make part two of this video. Love y'all thank you for being a part of our journey.

Tausha and I had a little alone time on a project I'm working on and we took advantage of it. She kept teasing and edging me with her perfect mouth. I wanted to cum 37 seconds into this video and she just kept at it. Watching her eagerness to please and her perfect attunement is something I feel very grateful to have in my life. She knows how to please me and I very much appreciate being able to share with her.

Trevor and I had a little tiff this morning. We're both gaining the communication skills we didn't learn as children. After it had naturally settled -- which took way less time than the past (yay us!) Trevor followed me upstairs. I said "What's up?" and he said, "I just miss you." I smiled and tackled him on the bed. This is a major win for us! I love seeing the evidence of the work we're doing. The inner work is working! We hope you enjoy our make up sex! Much love!

This video is similar to part one. It displays our pleasure mapping practice, except this time it is more focused on Trevor's pleasure as opposed to Tausha's in part one. These aren't flashy orgasm filled videos, but they are full of nuance and exploration which is a big part of our connection. We hope you enjoy friends.

Trevor and I are taking some intentional space this month to re calibrate to ourselves, so we can come back together fuller versions of ourselves. We spend our last night at Crane Hot springs, and this was the beginning of our physical connection that evening. I love laying on Trevor's belly, and putting his soft, velvety cock in my mouth like a binky. It's very comforting, and often leads to a very intimate, and slow blowjob. My pussy was clenching, and it was getting unbearable to feel so empty, so I asked him to please let me cum on his cock, and that I did! Both Trevor and I may be making some solo videos over the next three weeks while I'm gone. We'd love to share those with you as they come as well! Thank you for being on this journey with us! Xo