Making Love in Hawaii

Looking through my archives, I found this video of myself grinding into my vibrator. I had the rhythm just right to allow a beautiful, embodied, enveloping, squirting orgasm. I hope you enjoy.

Tausha and I have never struggled to find flow in our sex lives. It's been rather effortless leading each other into pleasure. Rewatching this video, it's hard to imagine such eas in any other setting. Tausha reconnected with an old flamerecently who has been integrating into our sexual flow rather seamlessly. It's been interesting to see how that flow transforms and morphs with additional energies in the mix. We will be sharing soon!

On our journey to unwrite our programming and shame we have come up with the idea of 'slut missions'. Often the idea of the third comes into our mind during sex, so these slut missions are a way to play with that energy and find out what is comfortable and not comfortable. As I was setting up the camera I sent Tausha on a slut mission to suck our roommate Jon's cock. He had consented to being a part of this experimentation previously. Unfortunately he had already left to a local concert but it was still a rush! See what happens in the aftermath of that!

Trevor and I just spent three weeks apert. This is our reunion. If you’ve been following our journey, you know Trevor and I are in the middle of reconfiguring our relationship and figuring out what it looks like to let our dynamic change while still nurturing, protecting, and building on the rare, deeply attuned connection we share. There’s something so special about the way we attune to each other. The way we listen with our bodies. The way pleasure unfolds when we feel connected, present, and safe enough to let go. Trevor went down on me, and the entire thing stayed pleasurable. For me, clitoral pleasure usually flickers on and off. I have to keep finding my way back to the “on” until it grows. But lately, something new has been happening. The pleasure just stays. It builds slowly, steadily, beautifully, until it feels like a whole damn universe is being born inside me. Then he fucked my face...I know that every time he does that, he has to move through some shame and old blocks, and I’m so proud of him when he chooses to lean in anyway. There’s something deeply intimate about witnessing someone you love move through those edges and allow themselves to be seen a little more freely. And I fucking LOVE sucking his cock. The slurping, the moaning, feeling his body start to tremble and his breath change… knowing I’m part of what’s happening inside him. I love it. Then he finally glides his cock inside me. The relief. The familiarity. The feeling of finally being home...That comes with some heaviness for me at this time. I’m physically in limbo right now, navigating so much uncertainty about what home even looks like for me. So sharing these moments with Trevor has been an enormous emotional exhale for my system. A place where I can soften, feel, and just be. I’m incredibly grateful that, even as our relationship changes shape, we still get to share this kind of connection. At the end, I told him I wanted to ride him. He told me it wouldn’t last long. So naturally, I told him, “You better not come.” He immediately proceeded to fill me with his milk of the gods. I secretly LOVE it when he comes “too soon.” We’re figuring things out. We’re growing. We’re letting things change without pretending that what we’ve shared, and what we still share, isn’t extraordinary. We hope you enjoy this little glimpse into our reunion. And you better buckle up, because the rest of our journey is going to be EPIC.

The beginning and middle of this video is just me cleaning my shower. As I get into it, I start singing a bit. I used to sing a lot more, so I'm trying to embrace those opportunities. At the end, I give myself an illusive orgasm with Trevor's shower head. It took longer than usual because I'm standing. By the time my orgasm finished, I realized my hip was out of place, and had to collapse to the floor. This video is a peek into my every day life. Nothing too flashy, just duty being combined with pleasure. I hope you enjoy!

I made a trip home a couple weeks ago. While I was gone, Trevor had to pack and embark on a camping trip without me. We had plans to meet there a couple days into his trip. We are a very good team when it comes to preparing for fun, so the fact that he had to do that alone was sad for the both of us. Reuniting was so very sweet. We kicked out friends out as soon as we could so we could fully connect. They took it well, haha. I love the way Trevor reintroduces his energy field to my portal. So soft, sweet and tender. My portal responds so intensely to him, almost like she's her own animal with her own needs...this video depicts her quite literally crawling towards him. It's incredibly erotic. We hope you enjoy! :)

Trevor and I attended a sensual gather this last weekend. It featured various sensory experiences with strangers, and clear boundary lists for each person. When I, personally, step into a sensual container, something in me wakes up. Like a combination of power, softness, and magnetism. I felt Trevor witness me in a way that has been out of reach for various reasons. Being witnessed, even for a moment, by Trevor certainly leads to eroticism for me. I love that charge. It's intoxicating. I hope you enjoy witnessing what that charge creates!

After moving out, this was the first time Trevor and I had more than one evening together. I was right on the edge of ovulating, and my body hasalmost been waking up every morning in a full-body tremor. Days without my lover had turned into something that felt like physical withdrawal. You can see it the second I climb on top of him. My hips are already vibrating, restless, desperate to close every inch of space between us. I slide down his body and lick his cock with absolute focus, every bit of my attention in the tip of my tongue. The energy that runs through me is immediate. I give him an extremely sloppy blowjob...the wet sounds alone are enough, goddamn! But I can only take it for so long before my body starts demanding him inside me. I ride him until the heat gathers low in my hips, then I roll him on top of me because I need to feel his weight and power driving into me. He takes me however he wants, and the orgasms start stacking. The pressure keeps climbing. When he finally flips me over and takes me from behind (my absolute favorite) he grips my ass and bounces me on his cock while I beg him not to stop. He answers by pulling all the way out and sliding back in slowly, teasing the edge until we both finally cum together. After he fills me, he goes down on me. It’s one of the hottest things he does. It takes a minute for me to fully drop in. I need his fingers deep inside me first...then the orgasm rolls through me and I squirt his cum all over his hand. This is what a real reunion looks like when the body has been starving for it. We hope you enjoy <3

Trevor and I had a little tiff this morning. We're both gaining the communication skills we didn't learn as children. After it had naturally settled -- which took way less time than the past (yay us!) Trevor followed me upstairs. I said "What's up?" and he said, "I just miss you." I smiled and tackled him on the bed. This is a major win for us! I love seeing the evidence of the work we're doing. The inner work is working! We hope you enjoy our make up sex! Much love!

Recently we went on a business trip with some clients. We had hoped to book some secluded rooms but due to low water levels on the river and a miscommunication with our booking agent we were stuck in a crappy hotel room the first night a lodge the second night with shared walls on both sides (the video we made in the lodge had a baby laughing and playing in the next room that you could hear so we won't be uploading that video). This video is a good example of us making the best of an imperfect situation. We were both a bit disappointed by the circumstances but as always once we were alone we were quickly able to sync into our bodies and flow. We hope you enjoy watching as we dismantle the resistances in our nervous systems and focus on making a connection and a memory. As always thank you so much for your support and views, it means a lot to us!